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Sunday, February 15 | Sunday, February 15, 2009
Yesterday was valentine's day and he finally text-ed me to wish happy valentine's day in 4am. All he wrote was 'happy valentine's day'. He didn't say honey or sweetheart or sayang or any of those ridiculous but cute nicknames he always call me & not even my name.
i asked if he was crossed at me cause he didn't reply any of text messages (i was worried & lonely...waiting & assuming) and he said that he was not crossed...he was just not in the mood & he was sorry.
i should had asked what was he talking about. what was he not in the mood for???! but i was scared to find out. maybe he's just bored of me. i kept thinking over and over again.
NOT in the mood = BORED of me = NOT in love with me = BREAK UP?? = me without him = HEARTACHE
I started crying. when i stopped crying, i cried some more. i couldn't keep my composure. even till now, I'm still crying, tears are still running down my cheeks. My whole body is shaking, trembling.
And so i said to him that "it's alright that he's not in the mood". Even though every fibre in me in saying "there is no way I'm fine with this!!!!". I even said "Come back to me soon..."
He replied "OK, take care. Luv u..." He just couldn't wait to get away from me. Did he even mean what he said?
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And now, i'm saying to myself......
"STUPID STUPID lorifa. He's not coming back to you."
" He's not coming back to me. "
it hasn't even been a week & i'm already assuming the worse. I'm just a train wreck without my As. I didn't realize that i was leaning so much on him, morally & mentally. My life is going out of control right now & he's not here to comfort me. I need him but he's not in the mood.
I didn't tell him all this cause i don't want to burden him with my problems. I know, he's got problems of his own. Plus, he's not in the mood.
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He's not in the mood for me...
He's not in the mood to talk to me...
He's not in the mood to want me...
He's not in the mood to be with me...
He's not in the mood to love me....
Bottom line, he's just not in the mood to want me in his life.
************************************************************************************************************** EDIT: Everything is resolved. He just needed time to cool off. I guess, i was just worried that my relationship whould turn out like a friend of mine. The guy said that he'll think about it & then tell my friend straight up if he still wants to be with her. But, he never contacted my friend after the conversation & even changed his phone number. What a jerk. Labels: Monkey-P, PAIN Thursday, January 22 | Thursday, January 22, 2009
I just finished watching The Wedding Singer. I have to say that i like this movie a whole lot. You can't go wrong with Drew Barrymore & Adam Sandler. Adam Sandler, love his work. He definitely is a marvelous comedian.haha. Drew Barrymore is SO cute. Adore her as well. 
On some other note. I've finished downloading these 2 korean movies & will be watching them as soon as i have time =P
Seducing Mr. Perfect (2006)
My Girl's Boyfriend (2007) I'm listening to....Forever & Always - Taylor Swift Labels: Bliss, movies, pastimes Tuesday, January 20 | Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Pride and Prejudice. Such a lovely story. In my opinion, it has to be finest book ever written by Jane Austen. Which is no wonder why, so many movies had been made from the book. I know there are a lot of rendition to the film. I think it'd be nice to see the many faces of Elizabeth Bennet & Mr. Darcy. I'm quite intrigued by the old English language. It's funny in some ways. Instead of saying, "i hate the way you act"...they would say"I'm very displeased with your current manner".
I've finished watching the 1995 version of P&P. It has to be the best P&P version I've ever seen (Sorry Keira). The movie is so much like the book. I know i haven't finished the audio book but there were a lot of memorable scenes from the book that were put into the series. Meanwhile, the 2005 P&P was a lot more modern & the language was simplified to let new viewers who had not been acquainted with the book to understand better.
To me, i find that both version to be very satisfactory in their own way. The 1995 P&P was good for it followed the book closely and the cast & costume was amazing. The 2005 P&P was also good for it brought life to the comedic side of the book. & i do have to give props to the director for making such a breath taking movie. The scenery's in the movie are just to die for.
Between Colin Firth & Matthew Macfadyen...the best Mr. Darcy is Colin Firth.
[Both handsome and oh so yummy XD]
Matthew Macfadyen only appeared handsome to me at the end of the movie. Might has some thing to do with this line.
[i shall be very pleased to hear someone uttering these words to me]
On some other note.
I've successfully downloaded 3 movies today. [my sis insisted on this movie.]  [my beau told me about this movie]  [i came across this movie & decided to download it. i can't seem to find a bigger movie poster on the web, wonder why...]  Labels: audio book, Bliss, Monkey-P, movies, pastimes, pride and prejudice
Sunday, February 15 | Sunday, February 15, 2009
Yesterday was valentine's day and he finally text-ed me to wish happy valentine's day in 4am. All he wrote was 'happy valentine's day'. He didn't say honey or sweetheart or sayang or any of those ridiculous but cute nicknames he always call me & not even my name.
i asked if he was crossed at me cause he didn't reply any of text messages (i was worried & lonely...waiting & assuming) and he said that he was not crossed...he was just not in the mood & he was sorry.
i should had asked what was he talking about. what was he not in the mood for???! but i was scared to find out. maybe he's just bored of me. i kept thinking over and over again.
NOT in the mood = BORED of me = NOT in love with me = BREAK UP?? = me without him = HEARTACHE
I started crying. when i stopped crying, i cried some more. i couldn't keep my composure. even till now, I'm still crying, tears are still running down my cheeks. My whole body is shaking, trembling.
And so i said to him that "it's alright that he's not in the mood". Even though every fibre in me in saying "there is no way I'm fine with this!!!!". I even said "Come back to me soon..."
He replied "OK, take care. Luv u..." He just couldn't wait to get away from me. Did he even mean what he said?
**************************************************************************************************************
And now, i'm saying to myself......
"STUPID STUPID lorifa. He's not coming back to you."
" He's not coming back to me. "
it hasn't even been a week & i'm already assuming the worse. I'm just a train wreck without my As. I didn't realize that i was leaning so much on him, morally & mentally. My life is going out of control right now & he's not here to comfort me. I need him but he's not in the mood.
I didn't tell him all this cause i don't want to burden him with my problems. I know, he's got problems of his own. Plus, he's not in the mood.
**************************************************************************************************************
He's not in the mood for me...
He's not in the mood to talk to me...
He's not in the mood to want me...
He's not in the mood to be with me...
He's not in the mood to love me....
Bottom line, he's just not in the mood to want me in his life.
************************************************************************************************************** EDIT: Everything is resolved. He just needed time to cool off. I guess, i was just worried that my relationship whould turn out like a friend of mine. The guy said that he'll think about it & then tell my friend straight up if he still wants to be with her. But, he never contacted my friend after the conversation & even changed his phone number. What a jerk. Labels: Monkey-P, PAIN Thursday, January 22 | Thursday, January 22, 2009
I just finished watching The Wedding Singer. I have to say that i like this movie a whole lot. You can't go wrong with Drew Barrymore & Adam Sandler. Adam Sandler, love his work. He definitely is a marvelous comedian.haha. Drew Barrymore is SO cute. Adore her as well.
On some other note. I've finished downloading these 2 korean movies & will be watching them as soon as i have time =P
Seducing Mr. Perfect (2006)
My Girl's Boyfriend (2007) I'm listening to....Forever & Always - Taylor Swift Labels: Bliss, movies, pastimes Tuesday, January 20 | Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Pride and Prejudice. Such a lovely story. In my opinion, it has to be finest book ever written by Jane Austen. Which is no wonder why, so many movies had been made from the book. I know there are a lot of rendition to the film. I think it'd be nice to see the many faces of Elizabeth Bennet & Mr. Darcy. I'm quite intrigued by the old English language. It's funny in some ways. Instead of saying, "i hate the way you act"...they would say"I'm very displeased with your current manner".
I've finished watching the 1995 version of P&P. It has to be the best P&P version I've ever seen (Sorry Keira). The movie is so much like the book. I know i haven't finished the audio book but there were a lot of memorable scenes from the book that were put into the series. Meanwhile, the 2005 P&P was a lot more modern & the language was simplified to let new viewers who had not been acquainted with the book to understand better.
To me, i find that both version to be very satisfactory in their own way. The 1995 P&P was good for it followed the book closely and the cast & costume was amazing. The 2005 P&P was also good for it brought life to the comedic side of the book. & i do have to give props to the director for making such a breath taking movie. The scenery's in the movie are just to die for.
Between Colin Firth & Matthew Macfadyen...the best Mr. Darcy is Colin Firth.
[Both handsome and oh so yummy XD]
Matthew Macfadyen only appeared handsome to me at the end of the movie. Might has some thing to do with this line.
[i shall be very pleased to hear someone uttering these words to me]
On some other note.
I've successfully downloaded 3 movies today. [my sis insisted on this movie.] [my beau told me about this movie] [i came across this movie & decided to download it. i can't seem to find a bigger movie poster on the web, wonder why...] Labels: audio book, Bliss, Monkey-P, movies, pastimes, pride and prejudice
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