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Monday, December 13 | Monday, December 13, 2010
Breaking up is never easy. The longer you've been with someone the harder the heartbreak is. All those sweet sweet memories turns into a never-ending heartache. The promises we've made to each other will never come true. Broken promises, broken heart, broken spirit. Shattering heart, constant tears. This pain is real, even as I breathe I feel a shard of pain right here in my heart. It's ironic, really. Yesterday, we were the most important thing to each other. Now, you're telling me you want to be just friends. How can I turn off my emotion just like that, just like nothing had ever happened between us. Years together...going down the drain. Wasted times? Sobbing like mad, screaming at the top of my lungs...I've been alone before but why does it hurt so much this time around. I love you...but now there's no more us. No more me & you. No more silly nicknames, no more daily text messages, no more Monkey-P, no more Aspia, no more random surprises, no more miss u's, no more luv u's, no more dates, no more manja2, just....no more. I believed in us but no more of that too. There was a time when he was the most important person in my life but now we're just like strangers. I don't even want to think about him replacing me with someone else. Everything he used to tell me kept repeating inside my head... "Don't worry luv, it will always be that way" "Can't live without you" "Honey...honeybunch" "You'll be my last." "Sayang nombor 1 di jantung, paru2, ginjal & limpa sy" "Syg eh, sy pun tidak boleh klau xsyg. Msti mo dgn syg jg..." Even as I'm crying right now, I can still smile at the memory but the tears is still here & the pain is still here. I miss you effing much Azrul. Life goes on without you right beside me...all i want to do is press REWIND & STOP. |
