Can u Keep a Secret?

TTFN.

2011-07-05T17:31:00.003+08:00

I had this blog since...2008. Time for a change. =) Because... I don't have the heart to erase this blog.. Stupid stupid lorifa. Softie heart.

Kissin U.

2011-07-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

Happy song. Yet I'm tear-ing up when I listen to this song. Catchy song though.

It's a heartache.

2010-12-13T06:52:00.009+08:00

Breaking up is never easy. The longer you've been with someone the harder the heartbreak is. All those sweet sweet memories turns into a never-ending heartache. The promises we've made to each other will never come true. Broken promises, broken heart, broken spirit. Shattering heart, constant tears. This pain is real, even as I breathe I feel a shard of pain right here in my heart.

It's ironic, really. Yesterday, we were the most important thing to each other. Now, you're telling me you want to be just friends. How can I turn off my emotion just like that, just like nothing had ever happened between us. Years together...going down the drain. Wasted times?

Sobbing like mad, screaming at the top of my lungs...I've been alone before but why does it hurt so much this time around. I love you...but now there's no more us. No more me & you. No more silly nicknames, no more daily text messages, no more Monkey-P, no more Aspia, no more random surprises, no more miss u's, no more luv u's, no more dates, no more manja2, just....no more.

I believed in us but no more of that too. There was a time when he was the most important person in my life but now we're just like strangers. I don't even want to think about him replacing me with someone else. Everything he used to tell me kept repeating inside my head...

"Don't worry luv, it will always be that way"

"Can't live without you"

"Honey...honeybunch"

"You'll be my last."

"Sayang nombor 1 di jantung, paru2, ginjal & limpa sy"

"Syg eh, sy pun tidak boleh klau xsyg. Msti mo dgn syg jg..."

Even as I'm crying right now, I can still smile at the memory but the tears is still here & the pain is still here. I miss you effing much Azrul. Life goes on without you right beside me...all i want to do is press REWIND & STOP.

what wrong with US?

2010-11-20T01:41:00.005+08:00

I can feel that he's changing. Azrul isn't acting like himself. Is it possible that he's cheating on me? Insecurities are piling up. Is it just me? I feel like something is not right. Something feels out of place. I just can't put my finger on it...

09/05/2010

2010-05-09T03:08:00.004+08:00

I haven't written in a long time. I've been pretty occupied. It's not that i'm not on the net. Actually I am. was busy with facebook. haha. I got addicted to it early this year cause Echa kept telling me to make a facebook account. Since now i have my very own internet access, it's great for me. hehe.

What's up? I've completed my diploma. Now i'm doing my degree. Study study study. Still a student. Yes i am. Not quite sure when i should step into the working world. I've accumulated debts which i'm not proud of. NOW! I'm in Peninsular Malaysia. It's weird cause i've never been on my own like this. I did went to National Service but that feels like paradise compared to this. Sigh sigh.

I've met new people. Not really new. I've been acquainted with her since secondary school. It's just now that we're close. Jane. Silly girl. Love her. & Jirou of course. Love her still.haha.

Let's see. Nothing much to say. Catch you later. Actually, i have a lot of draft in my post. I find it funny cause i've postponed publishing it. Now i'm clueless as to what i wanted to say at that time. LOL. Another thing is that I feel like i'm being so stupid. Rambling on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about my beau. Why do i always have to explain myself? Why do I think too much? I'm analyzing the situation way too much and i even started to prepare for the worst. Oh gosh! I need to take a chill pill.

another day at home.

2009-03-17T20:13:00.003+08:00

Today was just an idle day as always. Woke up, took care of my baby nephew, washed the dishes, read mangas, waited for HIS text-message. Another idle day.

BUT! As I was looking at the scattered CDs on the upper living room floor. I discovered....WANTED! I 'wanted' =P to watch it so much.hehe. So I did & I do say, it's sooooo COOL. The whole concept of a sacred group of assasins who kills according to a weaving machine which they call FATE just struck a cord with me. I like the whole idea. I've never seen any other movie like it but I'm sure there are many more movies out there which I haven't discovered yet. I'm gonna watch as much i can. I'm excited and pumped!!hehe.

movies seen these pass couple of days

2009-03-12T10:18:00.002+08:00

Hello. This is a list of movies that I have watched recently. haha. I've postponed publishing this post. It's really funny that I'm publishing it now. Macam teda kerja kan?hahaha. Anyway, every movie is alright but I don't remember them much right now. The only movie I remembered is Space Jam & Whispers. Owh, & I love love love love love Stardust. Awesome. Love the mythical & whimsical feel to it.hehe. That's all folks. Don't remember much after all.hehe.

heartache...

2009-02-15T17:35:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was valentine's day and he finally text-ed me to wish happy valentine's day in 4am. All he wrote was 'happy valentine's day'. He didn't say honey or sweetheart or sayang or any of those ridiculous but cute nicknames he always call me & not even my name.

i asked if he was crossed at me cause he didn't reply any of text messages (i was worried & lonely...waiting & assuming) and he said that he was not crossed...he was just not in the mood & he was sorry.

i should had asked what was he talking about. what was he not in the mood for???! but i was scared to find out. maybe he's just bored of me. i kept thinking over and over again.

NOT in the mood = BORED of me = NOT in love with me = BREAK UP?? = me without him = HEARTACHE

I started crying. when i stopped crying, i cried some more. i couldn't keep my composure. even till now, I'm still crying, tears are still running down my cheeks. My whole body is shaking, trembling.

And so i said to him that "it's alright that he's not in the mood". Even though every fibre in me in saying "there is no way I'm fine with this!!!!". I even said "Come back to me soon..."

He replied "OK, take care. Luv u..." He just couldn't wait to get away from me. Did he even mean what he said?

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And now, i'm saying to myself......

"STUPID STUPID lorifa. He's not coming back to you."

" He's not coming back to me. "

it hasn't even been a week & i'm already assuming the worse. I'm just a train wreck without my As. I didn't realize that i was leaning so much on him, morally & mentally. My life is going out of control right now & he's not here to comfort me. I need him but he's not in the mood.

I didn't tell him all this cause i don't want to burden him with my problems. I know, he's got problems of his own. Plus, he's not in the mood.

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He's not in the mood for me...

He's not in the mood to talk to me...

He's not in the mood to want me...

He's not in the mood to be with me...

He's not in the mood to love me....

Bottom line, he's just not in the mood to want me in his life.

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EDIT:

Everything is resolved. He just needed time to cool off. I guess, i was just worried that my relationship would turn out like a friend of mine. The guy said that he'll think about it & then tell my friend straight up if he still wants to be with her. But, he never contacted my friend after the conversation & even changed his phone number. What a jerk.

movie: The Wedding Singer

2009-01-22T16:55:00.004+08:00

I just finished watching The Wedding Singer. I have to say that i like this movie a whole lot. You can't go wrong with Drew Barrymore & Adam Sandler. Adam Sandler, love his work. He definitely is a marvelous comedian.haha. Drew Barrymore is SO cute. Adore her as well.

On some other note. I've finished downloading these 2 korean movies & will be watching them as soon as i have time =P

Seducing Mr. Perfect (2006)

My Girl's Boyfriend (2007)

I'm listening to....Forever & Always - Taylor Swift

Pride and Prejudice. (again)

2009-01-20T15:58:00.011+08:00

Pride and Prejudice. Such a lovely story. In my opinion, it has to be finest book ever written by Jane Austen. Which is no wonder why, so many movies had been made from the book. I know there are a lot of rendition to the film. I think it'd be nice to see the many faces of Elizabeth Bennet & Mr. Darcy. I'm quite intrigued by the old English language. It's funny in some ways. Instead of saying, "i hate the way you act"...they would say"I'm very displeased with your current manner".

I've finished watching the 1995 version of P&P. It has to be the best P&P version I've ever seen (Sorry Keira). The movie is so much like the book. I know i haven't finished the audio book but there were a lot of memorable scenes from the book that were put into the series. Meanwhile, the 2005 P&P was a lot more modern & the language was simplified to let new viewers who had not been acquainted with the book to understand better.

To me, i find that both version to be very satisfactory in their own way. The 1995 P&P was good for it followed the book closely and the cast & costume was amazing. The 2005 P&P was also good for it brought life to the comedic side of the book. & i do have to give props to the director for making such a breath taking movie. The scenery's in the movie are just to die for.

Between Colin Firth & Matthew Macfadyen...the best Mr. Darcy is Colin Firth.

[Both handsome and oh so yummy XD]

Matthew Macfadyen only appeared handsome to me at the end of the movie. Might has some thing to do with this line.

[i shall be very pleased to hear someone uttering these words to me]

On some other note.

I've successfully downloaded 3 movies today.

[my sis insisted on this movie.]

[my beau told me about this movie]

[i came across this movie & decided to download it. i can't seem to find a bigger movie poster on the web, wonder why...]

Bundle, clothes & movies.

2009-01-18T22:40:00.006+08:00

Me & my sis went to the bundle today and we both bought some new stuff. After that we went to CP and bought a couple of YO YO. I'm referring to a milky tea drink store which is called Yo Yo Cafe.haha.

Neways, we went home after...and had to go to All Saints to fetch my sister's passport pictures. I also had to photostate some papers. Well, we home after, again.

I saw two movies today which is...What Happens In Vegas & No Reservations. Owh, i forgot to mention that i'm currently on chapter 46 of P&P audiobook. Going to finish soon...can't wait for the happy ending.

[What Happens In Vegas]

I like this movie. It's very very very very very funny. I haven't seen any Cameron Diaz movie in a while. (& an Ashton Kutcher as well.haha) I like Cameron, i think she's very sexy. I love her eyes, her smile, her legs!!lol. I have to comment though that her arms looks too masculine at some screens, might be all that hard paddling while surfing. Still, i love her movies!

[No Reservations]

Hmmm, i do like this movie. Romance, family & drama. The more i look at Catherine Zeta-Jones's nose, the more it reminds me of Analeigh Tipton's nose. Or, Analeigh's nose looks like Catherine's. Same thing though.lol. Well, maybe not quite the exact resembelance but it sorta looks the same, kinda. Ok, i might not be making any sense...so i'll stop yapping.

I'm listening to: Hoist The Colors - POTC 3 OST.

the art of "HENNA"

2009-01-15T18:07:00.008+08:00

Yanie brought some HENNA today and she drew on our hands. I like Henna, it's nice. =P

Yanie is drawing on Pija's hand...

Pija's hand; DONE.

I was next but i'm saving my pictures for last XD

Wati's hand; DONE.Artina's hand; DONE.Elizebeth's hand; DONE.Guru's hand; DONE.Mizriandy's hand; DONE. He drew himself though.

ME

1st trip; DONE.

2nd trip; DONE. Cause it still looked bad to me.
3rd trip; DONE. Yea, still not good enough for me.
final trip; DONE, finally!!
The result...

31.12.2008

2009-01-01T23:50:00.004+08:00

ah, new year eve. i went to Hospital Tuaran to "work". i was fetched by mum & dad who went to our orchard in Tuaran.

Neways, my sis & nephew was at home. There was this new year party at my aunt that we were suppose to attend but i decided not to tag along with them cause i was so tired. Thus, my sister & nephew stayed home as well to keep me company.

We celebrated the new year by....having a POTC marathon. POTC is short for Pirates of The Caribbean. We watched the 3 pirate movies numerically...

POTC: The Black Pearl
POTC: Dead Man's Chest
POTC: At World's End

Can't wait for the fourth installment...i'm pumped!

fun fair XDDD

2008-12-30T19:39:00.018+08:00

My sis insisted that we went to the fun fair and kept bugging me about it. I finally asked mum on her behalf and yipeee. we all went to the fun fair. I'm referring to me, syafiq, sharan, my sis & mum. We only rode the ferris wheel cause we the other ride didn't seem so...yummy.lol. Plus, we were short of cash. T-T

1 token cost RM2 which is really a pocket pincher, IMO. Cause the ferris wheel needed 3 tokens which is RM6. Sigh... It's still had fun though. Fun but expensive. I have a thing for ferris wheels and i find it very romantic. Ngee XD

Here are some pics...

[The ferris wheel; we were inside the car looking for a parking spot cause it was so packed.]

[the ticket booth; ticket price = RM2 each][waiting in line; mum, sharan, syafiq & me]

[still waiting in-line; mum, sharan, syafiq & sis]

[on the ferris wheel; syafiq & sharan]

[on the ferris wheel; sis]

[me on the ferris wheel]

[me mum]

[this is sharan =3][& this is syafiq]

THE VIEWS

[RTM]

[my dearest may know this one...it's Karamunsing.hehe]

[i forgot the name of this builind but i do know that it's in front of Karamunsing =P]

OTHER STUFF

[LOL!!! kinky ain't it. my eyes went straight to her boobs too.lol.]

[the appolo & ferris wheel]

[The pagoda; there was this guy who dances right in the middle of the ride while the ride spins & spins]

[game booth; win me a pikachu plushie dear. kidding =P][another game booth; pinball i suppose]
[well, he's the metallic man which walks slowly around the fair with his flocks of fan.lol]

GOING HOME

[sisters]

[out we go][bye bye ferris wheel T-T]

[my souvenier; devil horns...cute!]

syafiq's karate tournament

2008-12-30T19:39:00.011+08:00

Me & my sis waited since 9 morning and still syafiq's tournament hasn't started yet. It eventually started at 3pm. I even had time to walk home to get my swimming gear.lol.

[SYAFIQ = blue belt]
[SHARAN = red belt]

Syafiq & Sharan both lost in the 1st round which sucks cause i waited all those hours and only got to see them spar for 5minutes which felt like 5seconds.

Anyway, after a tired day of waiting for Syafiq & Sharan and of course seeing them both in action, we went swimming. Which is why i needed my swimming gear. Well, i didn't want to go swimming at first cause i gain a few weight and i'd look not so good in a swimsuit but to hell with it. Besides, swimming is a form of exercise anyway.

[me, post-swimming. hence, the wet hair.]

i'll prevent you from having an eye sore therefore there will be no me in a swimsuit picture here.lol.

it's christmas~

2008-12-26T13:10:00.014+08:00

well, merry christmas to all. i'm on holiday since this wednesday until next monday ^^. yesterday i went to 3 relative's houses who was having a christmas party. my dad drank himself to sleep. we finally got home late at night. i had a fun time pigging out on all the foods.haha. i even brought home some sweets.

I saw some pigs in one of the houses. Cute.lol.

owh, i forgot to mention that Syafiq have a karate tournament tomorrow in Likas Sports Complex. I'm going to root for him. He and Sharan which is his cousin...i think.lol. Nothing much to talk about except that my dearest Azrul currently can't text me as much as he usually does. I'm really sad and lonely without him. Sigh... i miss him.

A part from that, i'm just lazy these days. I haven't even started on my thesis. What am i doing?? Sure, i know that i'm not the only one that hasn't started my work but i feel so lost right now. I just wanna chill, i don't wanna do anything troublesome. SHessssh...grow up already lorifa.

Hmmm, i went to 1borneo for the first time last week and got lost trying to find my way out.haha. I went there with my sis who wanted to watch TWILIGHT so much. Yup, i did watch twilight, luckily ^^

[me and my sis. She's holding the tickets]

[Twilight advertisement boards]
[some girl i saw singing in 1borneo at the centre atrium]

[twilight of course]
[i'm going to hell anyway...lol.]

I've also seen P&P (Pride and Prejudice) again but it's the UK version so the last scene which is one of my fav scenes were cut off cause it was not in the book. SHessssh!!! Oh well, i'll just watch on youtube i suppose cause i've downloaded P&P over 6 times from different uploaders and all of them were UK version. Sigh...

[the last scene i was talking about]

I forgot to mention that i finally got P&P OST and i love it!!haha. I'm also listening/reading chapter 22 of the book. Will finish it soon, i hope.haha.

What else?? Oh, right. I started playing runescape due to Syafiq's influence. I just needed some time off from the game, that's all. I'm still not playing RAN though. I can't say that i will.

Hmm....i've also watched some other movies this week but mostly on youtube with my pals in the lab and all of them are horror films from indonesia such as....

40 Hari Bangkitnya Pocong

Kuntilanak 3

Hantu Ambulance

Pocong Di Sekolah (i forgot the actual title.lol).

I've also seen Another Cinderella Story on youtube cause my sister dl-ed it with realplayer.

Movies that i've seen lately are....TRANSFORMERS. I know, it's a bit out-dated cause it was last year's movie, i think?haha. But, i recently watched it and think it's really cool. Optimus Prime is sooooooo handsome. I know that he's a robot, mind you. but still, isn't he HOT??!!haha. Shia LeBouf? not so sure.lol.

[Ladiesman217..LOL!!]

[Mr. Optimus Prime...hot!]
[Still hot!!]

That's about it. Oh wait, i also saw DINOTOPIA which is a Hallmark Production. Have to say that i like it.lol.

Pride & Prejudice

2008-12-14T13:06:00.005+08:00

I'm currently listening to Pride & Prejudice audio book. I've never heard of an audiobook before recently. My sis was dl-ling some audiobook on Twilight. She's currently obsessed about it. I should take her out to watch the movie next week. She hasn't been to a cinema in a while...i think.

Anyways, an audiobook is hearing someone reading chapters of the book. I got mine from librivox. It's funny listening to all types of voices & accents. I listen to the audio book when i'm in bed and about to go to sleep. It (audio book) works best in a darken room with closed eyes. I'm currently on chapter 5.

Gotta go...looking for Pride & Prejudice OST XD

Song Of The Day: Savannah Outen - Crush (David Archuleta Cover)

dramas & movies.

2008-12-13T20:16:00.009+08:00

Since i haven't been making any new posts lately, i'll tell you the dramas i've finished watching & movies that i've watched recently.

Witch Yoo-Hee/Yu-Hee, Witch/Witch Amusement [K-Drama]

This is a K-Drama which was sent to me by my boo. He's so sweet though i was asking for them =P Well, this drama is quite good actually. Romantic & very funny. It's a bit like an ugly duckling kinda story. I love the part where the she turns into a swan, her transformation, metamorphosis if you may. Daniel Oh who stars as Johnny Kruger was a great eye candy. He's much more good-looking then the lead male, IMO.

My Lovely Sam Soon/My Name Is Kim Sam Soon [K-Drama]

Okay, i got this K-Drama from a friend of mine, Helwin to be exact. She's such a funny person with a perverted sense of humour but i don't mind one bit.LOL. I'd have to say that this drama is one of favs. It's soooo funny that i hurt my cheeks laughing.hahaha. In the same time, it's very endearing. I love the lead female, she's adorable. Hyun Bin was a good eye candy too =X i love that phrase...eye candy~ eye candy~~.LOL.

The House Bunny [E-Movie]

Hmmm, this movie was funny though i don't like my heroine being a ditzy blonde which is weird cause i love Legally Blonde.lol. Anna Faris has a killer bod in the movie which she flaunts 24/7 in skimpy clothing. A part of the movie that was really funny was the part where she uses her deep, scary (almost ghoul like) voice to say people's name. Darn funny.haha.

Wild Child [E-Movie]
"WHO ARE WE?!"...haha.

This is a new movie that's currently playing in cinemas in KK. Though i downloaded it from my fav torrent uploader, the great aXXo =]. I watched the movie with my sis on my laptop in her room. I'd have to say that i like this movie. It's quite funny especially the part where Harriet says "Charlotte heard Freddy say that i look exactly like Keira Knightly."hahaha.

Machine Girl [J-Movie]

This is a Japanese movie which i've downloaded way back in June & i just had the urge to watch it today.lol. This is a rather gruesome movie, IMO but it's still pretty obvious that the scars, the blood, the amputated body parts were not real. Overall, it's a good movie & the lead actress was very kawaii.

Song Of The Day: Ashily - Sarang Ah Nae Ge Oh Gi Man Hae (Part 1) WYH OST

i love this song!

2008-12-13T19:51:00.004+08:00

I'm so in love with this song right now. Completely addicted to it, i can't stop singing this song XD. So, here's the video. Enjoy. Taylor Swift's Love Story.

reminiscing...

2008-12-13T19:37:00.005+08:00

I'm thinking about Pride & Prejudice. I didn't read the book by Jane Austen but, i do love the movie that stars Keira Knightley. I love the actor who played Mr. Darcy, Matthew Macfadyen too. He's very good-looking & the chemistry between them were magical. I've seen the movie a couple of times...i just couldn't resist watching it whenever it airs on the telly. I just love the movie so much. I should read the book, i'll make a mental note to read it one of these days.

Here's two video made from the movie that i really like. Mind you, i didn't make them =P

i'm BACK XDDD

2008-12-08T13:39:00.007+08:00

i've been on hiatus for a while....SORRY~~~ been busy with stuff. So, what's new?

i'm 20 years old...(>,<)
Mr.A gave me a Wall-E plushie for my bday.
i'm on practical at Hospital Tuaran.
I'm doing my thesis on STROKE treatment and i'm having some difficulty cause there are no stroke patients in Hospital Tuaran cause they don't have a ward there.
Ra'na likes me XD
Syafiq is the same height as me.
I know how to make tuberculosis smear. yucky job. =_=
I gained some weight...T-T

Well, that's probably it.haha.

Song Of The Day: Taylor Swift - Love Song

movie: a lump of sugar

2008-09-21T18:14:00.004+08:00

I love this movie a whole lot. It's very endearing. The relationship between the girl (forgot her name...LOL!! I love this movie but i don't remember her name???!! at least i know her horse's name) & her horse, General and Thunder was so touching. General was the her mum's horse. General died giving birth to Thuder. Therefore, the girl thinks of Thunder as her little brother. Watching this movie you can feel the love between the girl and her horse. I myself am an animal lover. Though my cat isn't as close to me as the horse is with the girl, i do see that there is love between them. To me, it's a movie worth seeing. I cried so much while watching this movie that i started sobbing. boo-hoo-hoo.

a fool in love...i'm sorry dear, it was my fault.

2008-09-14T13:44:00.005+08:00

Sometimes it might seems that i don't care but, i really do care an awful lot about you. You're the most important person for me. I try my hardest not to dissappoint you. I try my hardest to show you how much i love you. I try not to hurt you but i still do. It was never my intention to hurt you, the person i cared for the most. A person i loved the most. My everything, my all...i never wanted to hurt you.

Though you don't get me sometimes. It's okay if you don't understand me as often as i would like. I know we're two very different people yet alike in a way. I know, i don't understand you every once in a while. I might even bore you to death with my constant ramblings but, i'm still the girl who loves you the best. Yes, we're apart now but i hope to be the closest to you.

There will never be a girl who loves you more than i do (after your mom). I'm possesive, greedy...always wanting you to myself. I get jealous easily. I can't even stand you talking about another girl though i try not to show it. I'm really a selfish girl.

I try not to crowd your space, to give you room to breathe but i always lose control. I try not to disturb you as often as i once did. Be patient when you're late replying my text-messages. Try to be positive but i'm not as confident as you think i am. I'm insecure. You tell me you love me and that i don't have to worry but i do worry. I worry every day though i don't show it.

You're unlucky to have me. I'll probably just bring you down even though i love you so much. I'll probably bring you more pain in the future and i'll suffer as well but i hope we'll stay together. I won't ask you to stay cause it's not my place to do so.

The point is, i'm really sorry. I should have paid more attention to you. I was really hoping for you to get better though i didn't check up on you. I know i hurt you, don't be mad at me. I'm really sorry. You probably don't love me as much as i do...that's okay even though it's really not.... I only have eyes for you, i can only see you but sometimes the world just gets in the way.

I'm sorry dear...i'll make it up to you somehow.

Movie: You Don't Mess With The Zohan

2008-09-14T12:07:00.003+08:00

All i have to say about this movie is...LMAO!!!! It was soooo funny, my cheeks hurt.haha. I love all of Adam Sandler's work. He's a terrific actor. One of the best comedians out there, along with Ben Stiler and Mike Myers.haha.

Overall, this is a very funny comedy cause it was totally wack & outrageous.

Pathology 2 result.

2008-09-05T05:54:00.005+08:00

Well, my Pathology 2 result is out and it's.....A-. Gxgxgxgx to myself.lol. I currently have an alright result. Though it's not finalize yet cause i still have my finals to go. Wish me luck guys ^^

the things people come up with...haha.

2008-09-05T05:54:00.003+08:00

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.
You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.
Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger

Yna.

2008-09-04T06:48:00.004+08:00

Well, we made up. I meant Yna & i. We probably won't be as close as we once were. Oh well, she wasn't that great of a friend either. Neither was i, i guess. There's tons of people in the world. I will find a friend worth my valuable time someday. Still don't have a bestie but i have my baby sis & she's the best.

And of course, i still have my dearest Azrul ^^V

Making An Ovitrap =_=

2008-09-01T09:51:00.004+08:00

Well, as the title suggested, i'm going to talk about making an ovitrap. I'm doing so because...it's my english demonstrative speech topic. Last Friday which was the 29th of August...i did my speech. Which i'm glad to report turn out very well.

An ovitrap is actually a device created to monitor the population of mosquitos in a certain area.

[a much more complicated ovitrap]

[i made an ovitrap like this. much easier]

my boss my hero

2008-08-26T04:42:00.006+08:00

Completed watching the Japanese drama. My boss my hero. Have to say...syokkkkkkkk.hehe.

[cont.] an end to a friendship.

2008-08-26T04:41:00.004+08:00

i know i said that i'm done with Yna. & i'm not gonna be friends with her. I was a bit over-dramatic at that moment. All i wanted was for her to apologize. Sheeshhhh...is that too much to ask for? She's freaking annoying, i hate her guts, she a lazy ass girl which is pretty weird cause for such a small ass she sure is a huge slacker.LOL. I'm cracking myself up. Anyway, i'm willing to make amends if she'll apologize. Realize your mistakes already, damn it!!! I bloody hate it when you act like everything is fine when it is not at all fine!!!!!

I hate you but i miss you...DAMN IT!!!!!

another ride with Sunny

2008-08-21T00:56:00.003+08:00

It seems that i'm developing anti-Yna Syndrome. I'm even avoiding her by not getting on the bus with her. In result, i'm hitching a ride with Sunny...again. Today, Sunny's car was full with girls.ahahha. He drives a Kancil and so the back seat was crowded with Me, Sumarny, Lim Ai Lan & Ju. I was dropped off at the Bus Terminal with Rolendy.

[Kancil: A Malaysian Car]

Starting from next week, Ju is going to ride Sunny's car...to & from. I was a little irritated cause she said that she was going to be riding the bus with me starting from now on. She lied. Oh well, People tend to forget what they've promised. Like someone else i know.

The marks for Pathology 2 paper was given today and...i got a decent B+. Overall, my test results are alright. If i study hard enough, i'll be able to pull out a 4.0 pointer for my last & final semester. Wish me luck ^o^

Another awkward day...

2008-08-19T18:26:00.011+08:00

Well, as the title implies...i'm having an awkward day. Ever since i've given Yna the cold shoulder, i feel damn sorry for her. Am i at fault? I can't stand her behaviour. In a way i'm giving her tough love or just plain hatred...Am confused. I hate her guts but i still admire/like some parts of her...

YNA!!! Apologize already damn it!!!!!

[Nasi Ayam Singapura, Karamunsing Ground Floor]

I went to Singapore Chicken Rice after lectures to eat. I was starving.hehe. Anyway, i love the "lada"...Ermm, what's it called in English??? Err...er....errrrr......ermmmm.........Chilli? It's sweet & spicy. I like~~~haha.

[Chili/Lada]

I used to love eating at that restaurant but lately the prices had gone up & the portion of chicken served has decreased T_T As i was eating...a certain thought popped into my head, I wanna make a Karamunsing map. Weird huh?haha.

[Fried Chicken Rice + Ice Milo...yummy XD]

Owh, assignment 2 for Cytology 2 was also given today. We have to do a case study and erk...it's a group assignment. I kinda hate group assignments these days...just an excuse for a certain big-haired/head + puny/skeleton-ish bodied girl who i know to slack off.

Another thing, my test results came out...i forgot to mention about it...

Moral Studies = A
Clinical Biochemistry 3 = B+
Clinical Immunohematology Practicum 3 = A-
Cytology 2 = B+
English For Science = A

Pretty decent results if i do say so myself. Now if only my Pathology would come out between B+ until A.hehe.

hitching a ride with Sunny

2008-08-19T02:07:00.006+08:00

Anyway, today we only had 2 classes. I got 10 minutes of Pathology 2 cause we had a lab test. Ms Lydia separated us into a group of 10 and then into a group of 5. Each 5 people got different sets of question. The one i got was on Glycogen staining which is PAS or Periodic Acid Shiff.

Cytology was at 3 until 4. We learned a new chapter on squamous cell carcinoma. English for science was cancelled cause Miss Sheera was off. Anyway, Ju said that she was hitching a ride with Sunny. I was giving the sour face cause i was thinking..."WHAT! You Want Me To Ride The Same Bus As YNA????!!!"

I'm boycotting her these days. Can't stand being around her anymore.

Owh, Sunny asked me if i wanna hitch along. So i did. Yippee ^o^ Rolendy was also being driven by Sunny. Sunny is really such a funny character. Mind you, he's just a friend. I only have eyes for my sugar pumpkin pie Azrul. =X

Sunny dropped me off at the Waterfront bus stop & i went home =3

[Rolendy & Sunny]

My Boss, My Hero =]

2008-08-18T06:35:00.008+08:00

I started watching My Boss, My Hero last night. It's a J-Drama. I laughed so hard, i almost peed my pants.ahahaha. A stupid 27 year old yakuza going back to high school so he could be boss.haha.The lead actor is Nagase Tomoya. I only knew of Aragaki Yui since i really like her song 'Heavenly Days'.

The school he attended in the movie is St.Agnes. Pretty ironic cause my elementary school was also St. Agnes.haha. There was this scene that he had to do morning exercise. It was hilarious.

*Yakuza is a Japanese mafia.

[Aragaki Yui Kawaii ^O^]

Song Of The Day: Aragaki Yui - Heavenly Days

A Karambunai Day

2008-08-17T14:07:00.011+08:00

Today i went to Karambunai with my parents, little sister & my nephew, Natheneil. =3 Today is SM Lok Yuk's family day and they decided to have a picnic at Karambunai. Anyway, my mum is teaching in Lok Yuk which was also my high school. Well, half of my high school. I was there for my Form 3 until form 5. Most of the teachers didn't recognize me. Probably cause most of the teachers that did teach me had transferred schools. Oh well, not that i mind.

Here's a couple of pictures to entertain you...

[me in the car...cam-whoring.lol]

[me & my nephew, Nathaneil]

[upon arrival]

[my cute new bag...the one i bought with Ju]

[my mum & Nathaneil...i took this picture on my mp4 so it was kinda blurry but not blurry in a blur kind of way.lol]

[my dad & Nathaneil...Nat is playing with balloons]

[The pony i saw. I did touvh it but the picture was U-G-L-Y.haha.]

[Nat & my sister...on a chess set]

[Nat & me...pretending to play chess. FYI, i don't know how to play chess.]

[my sis & me...yup, cam whoring]

[me & my sis...we're sitting by the water & my pants got wet.haha.]

[me & my sis, my feet was in a weird position, i didn't realize.haha.]

[Us three...Nat is not playing nice]

Some of the food i ate...lol.

[I had this yummy treat before we depart to Karambunai]

[Soto ayam]

[This is called Leong Fun Susu(dunno why) or Cincau + Susu Cair]

[at Karambunai]

[I just took anything that looked yummy...though the picture lacks clarity...]

[Keropok Ubi...yummy]

Sport's day - Final Day

2008-08-16T20:09:00.011+08:00

[A few of the people who where present today]

I entered the marching. Our teams sucks BTW.haha. Anyway, we had fun. It wasn't too serious but the sun was too hot. I have major sunburn now T_T Sighs...I hate turning darker. I need to avoid sunlight for a couple of days i suppose. My face is officially red. T_T

I suddenly had 4x400m today =_=. It was a last minute decision. I had to subsititute Kasnia cause she had 4x100m. She wouldn't had made it if you ask me cause she was last place during her turn. Anyway, I was the 1st runner. I ran 1 lap around the field. I secured them the 2nd place yet the 2nd runner was damn slow. So we got the last place which was no. 8.

Honestly, my throat was burning up on the last 100m. I wanted to stop running and passed out but i didn't want to dissappoint them so i carried on. Tired tired.

I accompanied Midah to an OKU house afterwards. I've always passed through the place when i was in secondary school but i never went inside. In case you don't know, OKU stands for Orang Kurang Upaya or physically disable people.

Afterwards, Midah, Echa & I went to Likas Square cause they wanted to know where the place was.haha. I was their guide and i told them about a shortcut that i use to take when i was walking home from school.

The funny thing was, the security guard told us that the gate was locked. She forgot the keys.hahaha. So we climbed the gate.haha. A couple of girls climbing a gate.hahaha.

[We climbed this gate...i forgot to take a picture while we were climbing.lol.]

We then walked to Likas Square. And here's Likas Square...

We ate lunch together inside Likas Square and he's what we ate....

[Nasi Goreng Pattaya...Midah & I ate the same thing]

[Black Pepper Chicken Rice...Echa's lunch]

[Our sunburned faces at Sabah Trade Centre]

[Me, Midah & Echa]

Song Of The Day: Barry Manilow - I Can't Smile Without You

College's sports day

2008-08-15T12:30:00.006+08:00

It's that time again for sport's day. I entered the javelin throwing competition. I was team purple but they told me to wear black and so i thought that i was black.LOL. I rooted on for the black group during javelin =_= idiot.haha. Anyway, i didn't win. Too many strong girls.haha. I got darker...g-r-e-a-t. I also has sunburns on my face. Damn it! I have to come again tomorrow.

BTW, the college sport's day was held on Stadium Likas. On Friday till Saturday. My feet currently hurts from wearing shoes a size smaller than my feet. I couldn't find my shoes, that's why T_T

[This is what Stadium Likas looks like from inside =3...taken through my mp4]

[left view]
[right view]

an end to a friendship?

2008-08-15T12:24:00.005+08:00

Me & Yna aren't getting along. It's all because she's a stuck-up annoying B****. Mind the language. I'm really pissed off. No one seems to understand my feelings. When i mean "no one", i'm actually referring to JoJo, Jirou & Ju. I'm freaking p*ssed off. They act all buddy-buddy with her just cause they can. Though no one is in the same predicament as i am in now cause i was the only one who was close to Yna in that way. Yea right~ Am i some kind of pawn? She sure had me fooled there. I'm a patient person but that was just the last straw. I can't take it anymore. Find yourself a new puppet cause this ship has sailed.

....but i still feel sorry for her...Damn it!!! I'm driving myself insane thinking about that imbecile.

mp4 in action.

2008-08-11T19:01:00.012+08:00

I brought my brand new mp4 to college today. I'm lovin' it ^o^ Everyone asked me how much did i pay for it. I told everyone the truth except for Yna & Midah. They asked me how much did i pay, i said the mp4 wasn't mine. I wanted to tell Midah the truth but she's Yna's underling so i won't. I'm giving Yna the cold shoulder today. Figures...so like her. She can't even pay me back for borrowing my cash. Really pisses me off. What a free loader.

During Pathology class, Ms Lydia was lecturing on & on about the poor mid-term result. I tried my with the info i remembered.I should had studied harder instead of sleeping my ass off. Oh well, i'll just have to score on my finals...I wish.

Ms Laura wasn't in for Cytology class, we had a substitute lecturer though, Ms Joycelyn. We had a tutorial. I'm done with mine BTW.

Today in English For Science class, had quiz 4 & assignment 1 is handed out.

I went to Karamunsing after lecture ended with Ju. We bought new bags. I bought a couple of blank DVD-R cds. I finally was able to buy the Korean Instant Noodle i wanted to try out. Ju bought some groceries.

The correct name is Ottogi Kimchi Ramen (according the receipt anyway). I'll tell you how it taste like afterwards.

[The Ramen i ate..yum yum]

EDIT: very yummy. no wonder Korean movies always shows them eating instant noodles XD

movie: 6 Years In Love

2008-08-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

Watched this movie today. It has Kim Ha-Neul. She's a korean actress. That's to be expected since I AM watching a Korean movie. It's about a couple that has been together for 6 years. They were growing apart but was unaware of it. I feel that, even if you're with someone you love, you will grow apart. For instance, if you're constantly with someone you'll probably start to neglect them once you've known them long enough.

In this movie, the couple had been together for six years. That's a long time to be together. That's a commitment. During those six years, you've exposed all your bad habits to your partner, you're not even shy about farting in front of him! Yes, you know everything about him. Everything that would have made you ran in the past but not now. Why not run?

I wonder, after six years. is the sensation still the same? that overflowing emotion, burning love. do you stay because of love or because you're scared? You've wasted six years being with him & then you found out he's a total ass. Still you stay.

In this case, the movie i mean. The dude wasn't always a jerk. He was nice, loving, and he cared about the girl. After six years, all that is left is bitterness, anger and selfishness. The girl remained the same. She hung on to the guy who was on the verge of cheating. The guy was basically going out on dates with another girl and he pointed the blame on his girl.

This movie made me think. Will I experience the same thing? I love him now but what about after six years? I hope we'll never grow apart. I hope we'll never neglect each other.

A PC Fair Day

2008-08-10T07:39:00.013+08:00

I went to the PC Fair today which was held on the 8th until the 10th of August which was located on Sabah Trade Centre. 11am until 9pm.

[me & Ju at home...about to depart]

[Ju & Me =3]

[Me & Ju in the car]

I went there with Ju, my sis & my mum. My mum drove us to the building but we went there early and it was yet to be opened. So, we loitered at Likas Square which was a building next to the Sabah Trade Centre. We went shopping for some groceries.

[Me & Ju at Likas Square]

Mummy had to jet of for a while cause she needed to go to the bank to bank-in some $$ for my 5th brother.haha. We looked around in Likas Square. I bought a couple of Ariel stickers. I love The Little Mermaid. I love her~~~haha. I just love mermaids, i think that they are beautiful creatures.

[my fav DISNEY Movie of all time]

Well, after loitering in Likas Square for an hour or so...we went to the Sabah Trade centre building again. My oh my, it was so packed. I was scared i'd fall and get trampled over.

I wore this 2 inch heel and people keep stepping on my feet =_="" pisses me off. I purposely kicked a few of those who stepped on my feet.LOL.

I bought, a....

note book cover - RM19

2gb mp4 player - RM199

lcd screen cover - RM 18

Unfortunately, Ju didn't get to buy a laptop. I feel sorry for her but i'll continue to help her on her search for a laptop elsewhere. I love Ju >,< (as a friend of course)

[Ju & Me...she's standing on a stump =P]

[me & Ju...posing outside Sabah Trade Centre =P] [Ju, Me & My Sis]

When i went home, the mp4 i bought had a busted camera which pisses me off! So i had to went back to the PC Fair later today. When i bought the device, it was black and so i had to exchange it for blue cause black was sold out. I love the colour much better than the black ^^ It's aquamarine~~

Song Of The Day: Metro Station - Shake It

a sweet suprise.

2008-08-08T20:40:00.008+08:00

I just received a parcel and it's from my sweetheart ^o^

I was wondering what was inside the parcel and so i opened it carefully and how suprised i was to see the thing inside....

OMG! A couple's phone strap.

[this is mine...picture clarity kinda bad]

[this is his...>,<]

He is soooo SWEET =3 i've always wanted to get that as a random present by someone i love. Kinda silly huh, but it's true though. I'm so happy right now. Sitting on cloud 9 ^^ I really love him lots, he must love me too.haha.

Aspia always says that he's not into mushy stuff but to go out of his way for me is really really really SWEET. Awww~~ I feel like pinching his cheeks by the way he's behaving right now, he is sooo C-U-T-E =D

I Love You Azrul!

5th & 6th paper

2008-08-08T19:15:00.009+08:00

Today is my last examination day =] i'm relieved that everything's dealt with. Today's paper were Pathology 2 & English For Science. I'm a little sad with my Pathology 2 exam but albeit i'm relieved that it's all done with. I tried my best though i kept falling asleep while studying...maybe i should pick up a caffeine habit. Just to keep me awake when i study.haha.

Anyway, my Patholgy exam was on 8:30am until 10:30am and the next paper was on 3:00pm until 5:00pm. During the time gap, i went out with Ju to lunch and Ju wanted to buy a rice cooker & an iron due to the fact that she's currently living alone. Aja-aja fighting ju! You can do it =3

Owh, i also had to go to Maybank to settle a personal turmoil that had been bugging me for quite sometime =_=" My feet were killing me, i walked for 30minutes in high heels on stony ground to get to the Maybank building. Ju suffered & endured the misery with me.haha. Love her ^^

[me at Maybank (Sadong Jaya)]

After Maybank, we headed back to college. Preparing for the next paper which as i've mentioned was English For Science. I think i got that under my belt cause i do think that my English skills are quite alright. Well, aren't we cocky.LOL. Anyway, i hope i pass...you can't be too confident at times, right?

[Ju & me at canopy 1]

[Ju is wearing my glasses...lol]

Me & Ju stayed at the college's 1st canopy. Joshua joined us a couple of minutes (or was it hours) later. Joshua is a friend of mine. He's a major otaku & quite opinionatized. If he disagrees with you, he'll say it out loud. He's kinda a show-off. =X

[This is Joshua & yea he's wearing my glasses >,<]

After exams, I came out first...followed by Jirou & Yna. Ju & JoJo came out last.haha.

[me & Jirou...doesn't she look tiny?>,<]

After exams, CC helped me took this piture =3 This is the gang, my close close friends <3

[Me, Yna, Ju, Jirou & JoJo]

[JoJo, Jirou, me, Ju & Yna]

While we waiting for the bus, Yna's admirer came to chat with her. Yna pursuaded him to take our picture. So like her.

[She did that on purpose!! Just as he was clicking the cam, she flung her hand at my face =_=]

[Owh...almost forgot...Yna, Ju & me]

a trip down memory lane...

2008-08-07T21:51:00.008+08:00

i was browsing through some pictures....again.haha. The only different thing is, these are pictures of my teenage years. Well, all of them were pictures i took in a photo booth with friends. It was the "IT" thing to do back then. Taking pictures while acting all cute. I smiled way too wide back then.LOL. I scanned the pictures onto my laptop. Gawd...i miss the good old days.haha.

[Michelle, me & my sis]

[suppose to be a color photo but there it is in black&white]

[Michelle, my sis & me]

[I think i look weird]

[Michelle, me & my sis...again]

[En Chin, me & Chong Siew Yee]

[LOL!!!!]

[my sis, Michelle & me]

[Everyone kept asking me who was the good-looking guy in this picture...i said she's Michelle]

[Look like a couple's shot.haha.]

[after SPM, i was working part-time & had an off day...forced ny mum to tag along on my shopping trip]
[me, my mum & my sis]

[The last time i went to a photo booth]

[me & Chong Siew Yee, CSY]

4th exam

2008-08-07T11:47:00.002+08:00

Let's see...today's paper is Cytology 2 & damn it was F***ing hard~!!! My eyes were literally about tp pop put of it's sockets. Not only was the figure shown not analizable, the questions was also confusing. Every page was full off dark figures. Sigh...I'm not even sure if i'll pass the exam but, i'll probably would. Just hope it's not a C. I'm trying to aim for a 4.0 pointer this final semester. Just to proove to myself that i can actually do it.

3rd exam, Clinical Immunohematology Practicum III

2008-08-06T16:03:00.005+08:00

T_T It was freaking hard!!! I was crying inside while answering the paper. Darn it!!! I didn't read about apheresis. Sigh...i hope i pass...i hope i pass. At least let me have a way higher mark than that Yna =_=.

Anyway, i arrived a wee seconds later. So the exam hall i entered was full. I had to go to another exam hall. I was suppose to be in "AUDI" but i went to "AUDI2". Oh well, i missed a historical event.

The historical event was someone i know got caught CHEATING. She has been cheating since the 1st semester. It was about time she got discovered. Serves her right for doing so. What's so embarrassing is, both of them (2 girls cheated) didn't even show the slightest remorse. She'll never repent i suppose. Oh well, that's her problem. I've mention these 2 girls name before. I'm not close with them, yet i went to see a movie with 'em.haha.

Anyway, we went loitering again today. Joshua followed us which was weird. When i finally asked, he said that Midah wanted to purchase some things from MELILEA (not sure about the spelling). Joshua is sales representative for that brand. He's a really active salesman.haha. He selling some beauty related stuff to Midah.

Yna had this Sarawakian boy tag along with her (her admirer). Why do all these guys keep falling for her?? I feel sorry for them...maybe Yna is a siren. You know, in Jason and the Argonauts there was that monster, the siren who lure wandering sailors to her by singing. The monster disguises herself as a beautiful woman and captivates man's heart. And the she eats the man up.lol

Sigh...i really am starting to hate Yna. I really need to clear things between us. =_=

Clinical Biochemistry 3 is dealt with =3

2008-08-05T18:19:00.006+08:00

I've finished answering my Biochemistry 3 paper. It was really tough although it was only 5 chapters. Man...i really need to focus more. I hope i at least get a good grade. C is not an option. The lowest grade i'll accept is B+. I'd say A- but that's d reaching for the moon.lol.

After exams, i went loitering with Midah & Yna. Did i mention that Yna cut her hair???? Damn her, why waste such gorgeous hair??? IMO, her new haircut looks atrocious, definitely not a keeper. Well, it's her hair so i won't butt in.

Midah treated me to a meal of Nasi Ayam. Yna was treated as well. You should look the glee in her eyes. She loves being treated. So like her, damn free-loader. Okay, so i'm having really negative thoughts on Yna lately. She just pisses me off. I feel like smacking her head!!!!

[The shop Midah treated me at (Centre Point basement, food court)]

[Midah & Yna]

[Another pretend to look elsewhere shot...typical Yna stupidness =_=""]

Song of the day: Katy Perry - I'm Still Breathing

the cockroach attack T_T

2008-08-04T20:34:00.005+08:00

I just got attacked by a cockroach, a flying cockroach or should i say gliding? no, it was definitely flying. ewwWW~~~!!!!! I hate hate cockroaches, especially flying ones. The vile creature flew straight to my face and i ducked to avoid it...Alas, my left ear/face slammed into a wooden dining chair. T_T I'm in pain T_T

"I HATE HATE HATE COCKROACHES, ESPECIALLY FLYING ONES!!!!!"

[I hate you!!!!]

1st paper is dealt with.

2008-08-04T13:13:00.012+08:00

Today's exam is Pendidikan Moral. I think i did alright, the paper wasn't so hard. (I HOPE I PASS >,<")

Anyway, my laptop's running out of space so i decided to burn all the movies i've downloaded but due to my stupid laptop, i've wasted 7 DVDs. Really pissing me off. I'm getting my latop fixed this friday. Hopefully, all downloads will be finished by then. =_="" Stupid stupid laptop!!!!

I'm browsing through pictures again & here's another shot i found.

[This is my sister.haha]

[This is me.LOL!!!!!!]

Music of the day: Miley Cyrus - 7 Things

*FYI, I bloody HATE Hannah Montana but somehow i like this song =_=

very very very late introduction

2008-08-04T00:15:00.015+08:00

i'm just looking through some pictures when i should really study. I have a Moral exam tomorrow at 8:30am. Sigh...i'm just too lazy to study. Anyway, this is the picture i thought you should take a look at. The picture was taken on Yna's new hand phone (or should i say her current beau's mobile which she asked for & the lad gave it to her.lol).

[Juju, Jirou, JoJo, Fa (me) & Yna]

Juju - though most people say that she's QUIET/INVISIBLE, knowing her personally...i'd say she's definitely NOT INVISIBLE. She's the most hardworking girl i know & i love & respect her a whole lot.

Jirou - I thought she was a TIMID/SHY but she really isn't. She's really fun in a crazy kind of way.haha. Jirou jirou, you really crack me up. I currently like to hang out with her though she skip classes way to much IMO. She also has the most nicknames. Eg. Wawa, Franc, Francine, Lee...etc.

JoJo - She's definitely the cutest and she has some amazing pipes on her. I was shocked when i first heard her sang, can't believe that such voice belonged to her.lol. JoJo is quite close with Juju though she's cousins with Jirou.

Fa/me - I'm the tallest one out of all 5 of us. I'm always the leader/slave/mama (dunno why). I'm not the oldest of us all, i'm second youngest & the most voluptuos >,<.haha. Guess i'm just a lot more charismatic.LOL!!

Yna - the comedian/player/lazy-ass girl.haha. She's actually the oldest & the skiniest girl in my group. I never knew a girl who change guys as much as her.haha. She's really funny but definitely the slacker =_= Owh, her hair is really long... i love her hair, it's naturally straight.

Music of the day - HeadsWillFuckingRoll by my brother =_=

quenching my thirst for manga.

2008-08-02T19:30:00.008+08:00

i haven't been reading any manga for a while so i decided to read a one-shot to keep me hunger satisfied, despite my busy study schedule.haha. Anyway, i read "Asa mo, Hiru mo, Yoru mo". It's a one-shot by Aoki Kotomi. Being the shoujo addict that i am, the one-shot is obviously about love.haha. Aoki Kotomi is also the mangaka for Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu. I love her manga but her art isn't really my type. I love the plot she comes up with. All those twist keeps me wanting to read more.haha.

mid-term is rolling in like a thunderstorm >,<

2008-07-31T18:33:00.011+08:00

i'm having my mid-sem on the 4th of August until the 8th of August. Here's a pic of my examination slip. 6 subjects....sigh.....

[my exam slip. wonder why my hp's camera getting blurry.]

[i should buy me a new one...hp that is]

it says, Pendidikan Moral > Biokimia Klinikal 3 > Praktikum Imunohematologi 3 > Sitologi 2 > Patologi 2 > English for Science.

Anyway, wish me luck ^o~V

Music of the day: Madonna - Give It 2 Me (Paul Oakenfold Remix)

late Kaamatan celebration.

2008-07-31T08:29:00.016+08:00

Like the title implies, yesterday....there was a Kaamatan celebration in college. Kaamatan had passed for 1-2 months but better late than never.haha. I had fun listening to the singers...a few were good most were terrible.lol. there were 9 contestants. 6 girls, 3 guys. I watched the show with Midah since Yna was in the Pc Lab.

Sugandoi

[an empty stage]

no.1 - Candy

[i like her voice, too bad she didn't win or even get a place]

no.2 - Ani [blah..terrible]

no.3 - Nasrul

[LOL! funniest performance. he sang Maha karya Cinta by Faizal Tahir]

no.4 - Esther

[started out alright but she got nervous & her singing went all over the place...completely wrecked "Adaa"]

no.5 - Zibita

[Midah kept commenting on her legs. i forgot all about her singing.lol]

no.6 - Suzane

[She was very cute & sang the same song as no.5 which i forgot]

no.7 - Shane

[the winner. though i like no.9 a lot better. he won cause of his costume]

no.8 - Suzina

[no.6's twin sister. she won 3rd place & has a better voice than her sister]

no.9 - Jeffrey

[i love his voice. he can definitely be a local singer. he won 2nd place]

This is Melvin Calvin. He's a local singer & one of the judges. Awesome voice. He sang a Kadazan/Dusun song & Gemuruh by Faizal Tahir for the audience.

i wanted to stick around for the Unduk Ngadau cause my friend, Arlene was participating. Too bad, i had to go to English and Pathology class. Anyway, she won 2nd place. Congrats Arlene =3

[This is Ervices Arlene. Pretty huh ^^]

*FYI, Sugandoi is a singing competition & Unduk Ngadau is something like a beauty pageant minus the 21 questions.

KK Amazing Race

2008-07-30T05:59:00.023+08:00

On the 26th of July, i broke a tradition that Ju, Yna & I had always done together since we started college, the 7K Charity Run. This time, i went to compete for KK Amazing Race. It was fun but still, i would like to go for the 7K Charity Run the last time with Ju & Yna.

Well, i entered the "Race" as a team with Kas, Yna, Midah & Myself of course. Ju wanted to join in but she didn't have a team. Awww, i wanted to be with her but, i already have a different team

We got instructions from an envelope they handed us. We had to take pictures with the shops listed on the paper. All 4 of us + the shop's sign board. Below are the pictures various strangers/passer-byers took. Thanks for you co-operation sir/madam/miss. V^o^V

location: inside a Sembulan no.15 bus

[Yna, me, cutie Kas & Midah]

[i'm wearing Midah's tee cause i don't own any white t-shirts XD]

[Picture taken by a woman who was in the bus]

location: CP's elevator

[Midah, me, Yna & Kas]

[horsing around in the lift XD][taken by me, obviously]

BACK FROM THE RACE

location: PTPL's MPP room

[me, Kas, Midah & Yna]

[a fun shot.haha]

[the camera was set on auto]

location: PTPL's 2nd canopy
[Pretending to look somewhere else...=_=]

[Yna & Kas][taken by me]

[Midah, me, Yna & Kas][taken by a male PTPL student]

[me & Kas]

[taken by Yna]

location: PTPL's 1st canopy

[classmates: Ezah, N, Echa & Arlene]

[taken by me]

THE RACE

>WARISAN SQUARE<

location: Mag@zing times

[me, Yna, Kas & Midah]

[This picture was taken by a Chinese dad who was playing with his children]

location: Salabianca

[Midah, Kas, me & Yna]

[Picture taken by Warisan Square's security guard]

location:Island Shop

[me, Yna, Midah & Kas] [Picture taken by an opposing team]

location: The Body Shop

[Midah,Yna,me & Kas]

[Taken by a chinese guy who was opening his shop]

>CENTRE POINT<

location: groundfloor CP

[Yna, Kas, me & Midah with Aishwarya Rai's ad] [Picture taken by a chinese lady passing by]

location: Pretty Mami (3rd floor CP)

[Kas, me, Yna & Midah]
[Picture by Pretty Mami's worker]

location: Helen Beauty Reflex (2nd floor CP)

[me, Yna, HBR's employee, Kas & Midah]

[funny shot.hahahaha.] [taken by a male HBR's employee]

location: Kedai Fong Sang Yick (groundfloor CP)

[me, Midah, Yna & Kas] [taken by a Burger King employee]

location: Young & Playful (2nd floor CP)

[Midah, Kas, Yna & me]
[taken by a really tall & good-looking caucassion backpacker]

location: Growball Cinema Hall 8 (6th or 7th floor CP)

[Midah, Kas, me & Yna]
[taken by a cleaning lady]

location: Aussino (4th floor CP)

[Midah, Kas, me & Yna]

[damn Yna's hand]
[taken by Aussino's employee]

location: Doss (2nd floor CP)

[me, Midah, Yna & Kas]

[taken by Doss's employee]

location: Klinik Malaysia (2nd floor CP)

[Kas, Midah, Yna & me]

[taken by the opposing team]

location: Footprints (3rd floor CP)

[Kas, me, Midah & Yna]

[taken by a female Eaton's shopper]

location: Warm Hut (1st floor CP)

[Midah, Yna, Kas & me]

[can't see the sign board]

[taken by a Korean tourist]

[re-visited the shop][taken by the shop's employee]

location: Securi- Locks Sdn. Bhd.(2nd floor CP)

[Kas, Midah, me & Yna][taken by securi's employee]

location: On Corner though it looks like DIY Corner (2nd floor CP)

[Midah, me, Kas & Yna]

[the camera's acting up, the flash won't work]
[taken by the booth's employee]

>SINSURAN<

location: My Sports Shop
[me, Kas, Yna & Midah]

[taken by a cleaning lady]

location: Rumba, Le Meridien
[Yna, Midah, Kas & me]

[taken by a peninsular guy who was crossing the road with his wife.lol]

location: Borneo Village Food

[Kas, Midah, me & Yna]
[taken by an old man, a customer of the shop]

location:City Star Money Lender Sdn. Bhd.

[Midah, Kas, me & Yna]
[taken by some youth, they looked like hooligens to me.lol]

location: Kedai Emas Sam Kee

[Midah, Yna, Kas & me][taken by Yna's ex-beau.LOL! The guy who went skating with me & Yna]

making a movie part 2

2008-07-23T14:03:00.010+08:00

Day 2. More pictures.

[Finally. me, Audrey, JoJo & Ju]

[Ignore my silly posing]

[=P]

[My fav picture of the day]

[2nd fav picture. hehe]

Day 3.

OMG!!!! my laptop is so S-T-U-P-I-D!!!!! how come the WMK keeps crashing everytime i add a new clip to the storyline???? Darn it!!! I'm so frustrated right now...I have to use Jirou's laptop at this point & i have to pass it up tomorrow...Great~! =_=""""

*FYI, WMK is Windows Movie Maker for those of you who don't know =3

making a movie =_=

2008-07-23T13:59:00.008+08:00

Making a movie. Do i have what it takes?? NO! but i'll try. Okay, we were assigned to make a movie for biochem. We were suppose to be in the movie. It;s part of the tutor's plan to teach creatively. I'm going crazy thinking how do i record when i don't even have a cam coder or a digital camera even. sigh sigh. So i borrowed Rayner's digital camera. Yea, the quality sucks. Having fun on the 1st day though.haha.

[Candid. JoJo, Yna & Ju]

[The Gang]

[Jirou jirou. haha.]

[Audrey was in the group for the project but she left early]

I can't open Veoh..why??

2008-07-20T12:30:00.003+08:00

I just found out about it...i'm so in shock. I can't open veoh..WTF! "Veoh is no longer available in MALAYSIA" what's the deal???!

Saturday Movie Marathon

2008-07-20T11:58:00.008+08:00

I went on a movie marathon yesterday. I watched 4 movies straight which was tiring and i cried a lot since it was all romantic movies T_T. Well, romantic comedies which still made me cry...i'm a big cry baby T_T

[He Was Cool - K]

"A very funny & romantic movie. Though it's a bit more violent compared to other movies in its genre, it's still a good watch. It tells the story of Ji Eun Sung, a rude bully with a bad temper but deep down, he always wanted to be loved and Han Ye Won, a clumsy & very funny girl. The two met when Han Ye Won posted a really rude message for Ji Eun Sung on the school's message board..."

SPOILER

"Both actually knew each other since kindergarten but had forgotten about it. The scene was shown in the last scene of the movie, sweet~~!"

[The Two Faces Of My Girlfriend - K]

"At 1st, i thought the movie was all out comedy. As the story progresses, i found out that it was much more and that. Guchang is a loser who never had a girlfriend, he never even kissed. Guchang met Anni when he found her wallet and took the money inside it. He fell in love with Anni and found out that she has a split personality, Hanni who is a rude, gluttonous, strong, chain-smoking/drinker dude..."

SPOILER

"Anni & Hanni actually is just another personality inside the girl. The girl's name is actually Yuri who due to the lost of her beloved boyfriend, ended up having multiple personality cause she couldn't cope with the death of the boyfriend"

[Sex Is Zero - K]

"Judging by the vulgar title, you'd think it was a movie based on adult contents. Though i have to say that it does have adult contents and a lot of scene where breasts are shown, the story-line is actually quite good. Overall, the movie is still very funny though some scenes disgust me."

SPOILER

"Yes, i cried cause it was still sad...especially the scene where the girl, EunHyo had an abortion and how much the guy, EunSik loved her but she never even looked her way. Sad sad."

[Heavenly Forest - J]

"i love this movie, i'd say it's a must-see movie. i'm in love with Miyazaki Aoi who is the lead female in this movie. She stars as Satonaka Shizuru, a cute quirky girl who is a late bloomer. Hiroshi Tamaki is the lead male and he plays Makoto Segawara who has no friends cause he's too cautious about his medicine's smell and he does photography in his spare time. Both of them became friends and Makoto even teaches Shizuru how to use the camera."

SPOILER

"Shizuru actually has a genetic disease which she inherited from her mother. That is actually the reason behind her late blooming. She fell in love with Makoto and she wanted to grow up to make Makoto love her. Despite knowing Makoto was in love with another girl, Miyuki, Shizuru was still in love with Makoto. I cried so many times in this movie. Very touching. Makoto did fall in love Shizuru but he found out too late. He only realized his feelings when she had suddenly dissappeared."

I also watched Good Luck Chuck the day before yesterday (Friday) and P.S I Love You today. All of the movies made me cry.

[Good Luck Chuck - E]

"Not the best movie in it's genre but it's still a very enjoyable & touching movie. Having Jessica Alba in it doesn't hurt either. I love looking at her. She's soooo PRETTY. BTW, she stars as Cam. Dane Cook did a decent job as the leading male too. It has a lot of sexual contents where Charlie is having sex with different girls. There's also a lot of boobs scenes.....I don't remember crying in this movie actually. I think i did cry a little."

[P.S. I Love You - E]

"This movie is sooooo touching. It's a must-see romantic movie. I cried so much while watching this movie. I'm deeply touched by Gerry who is Holly's deceased husband. Gerry died of brain tumour and he deeply loved his wife. To help his wife cope with his death, he sent letters to her. In each letter, he comforts Holly who's going through the ordeal. Just goes to show you how much a person is willing to do for their loved ones even when he's dying."

Sigh...i cried last night too since i had an arguement with Aspia T_T I hate it when i'm like this. Unstable hormones is making me lose my temper. I keep having these weird thoughts. Like he's going to leave me. He will eventually leave me if i keep this up... Sad sad. If it's meant to be, it will happen. I said so but i'm still scared how it will actually turn out.

Song of the day: DUFFY - Warwick Avenue

movie: Hellboy 2

2008-07-18T07:37:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, i watched Hellboy 2. Awesome movie. I'm loving every minute of the supernatural/action wonderland. Though i feel sorry for Abe Sapien for losing his loved one. Sorry, that's a spoiler.haha. Well, it's a good watch. I'm a fan of Selma Blair. I think she's gorgeous in a gothic/sophisticated kinda way. I love her pissed off face.haha.

My beau loves these types of movie where the lead actor is really macho & tough.haha.Wished i could've watched it with him & see him watch the movie in awe.haha.

[i think the movie poster kinda suck]

[but Selma Blair is SMOKING HOT!!]

Cytology Magazine.

2008-07-14T19:15:00.007+08:00

I think i've told you that i had to make a magazine based on Benign Endometrium Lesion. Well, it's finally completed. I drove myself crazy editing everything. I didn't bathe for a couple of days (gross!), was on the laptop editing every page non-stop. I finally passed it up today. Yna was giving me a hard time like she always does. All talk & no results. I swear...i'm gonna slap her one of these days.

I hate being the one who has to constantly remind her to pass up her given task. If you can't do it, then get out of my face. I hate being in the same group as her when it comes to studies but i love her as a friend. she's bundles of fun. I'm just so tired of being the "mother" or should i say, "slave" taking care of every tiny detail & worrying about every single thing. I'm really relieved that the magazine's done. I think i did an okay job. I never tried editing...it was torture. I've always edited documents but never pictures.

[I didn't know what to write so i just typed watever popped into my head.haha]

A someone that i know got her mobile stolen. And the sim card for that phone was under her ex's name since he bought it for her and all. The thing that's bugging me is, how dare she ask her ex to buy back that number for her when she had left him to be with another guy.

i just don't get her =_= you probably don't understand what i'm talking about. Oh well...

movie: Hancock

2008-07-06T13:45:00.010+08:00

I've watched Hancock. i watched with Yna...(i paid of course. i could've watched the movie by myself but she'd be...pitiful) Rolendy & Richie (two of my course mates was also in the theatre, watching the same movie, sitting on the same row, sitting beside me..haha)

Yna was annoying me...the nerve of her. I paid for her movie ticket, she didn't even Q with me, how dare she complained about the sittings. I mean, come on silly. be grateful i even invited you to watch it with me. (i even paid!!!) She was going on and on... "Fa~~~ mata saya sakit, kepala sy sakit, pening ooo aku". talk about annoying. you should have Q with me instead of acting like a princess, waiting after i get the ticket. DUH!

TRANSLATION: "FA~~~ my eyes hurt, my head hurts...i have a headache" (in a whiny kind of way)

Anyway, about the movie. It was good. Will Smith & Charlize Theron. Two beautiful people. It's not your typical superhero movie & you kinda can relate to mister Hancock cause even superheroes have breakdowns...It makes us human. No one's perfect, i know that but i do tend to nag Yna cause she just pisses me off sometimes...man,i hate her sometimes. I find myself disliking her a lot these days...oh well, i'm having a fall out with a close friend...it's alright.

IMO, you should definitely watch the movie but hey, that's just me.

dissecting a mouse [cont.]

2008-07-06T01:37:00.005+08:00

After we dissected the mouse, the specimen was processed manually using Alcohol and Xylene.

[The reagents used in processing a specimen manually]

The procedure we did only took 9 minutes but the real amount of time needed to process the specimen was 19 hours (i think).

After we were done with the tissue processing, we used the embedding centre to make a block tissue block. We used paraffin which is also known as wax to keep the specimen in place & also to strengthen it.

[Our tissue block...done by JoJo]

[Still our tissue block]

a high-school reunion [sorta]

2008-07-05T20:23:00.010+08:00

i forgot to mention that i had a date with an old friend, Reeha or as i like to call her Ray-Ray.haha. It was on the 3rd of July. We haven't seen each other for 3 years now, gawd! she hasn't change a bit. I had fun hanging out with her & the other ex-student of Lok Yuk. We went to McDonald's Api-Api Centre [i was late cause i had Cytology 2 class]. As i arrived to McDonald's, they've already eaten so i didn't ate...tough luck.

We went to Penampang to play pool after. It was fun although i'm bad at pool, most of my friends were practically pros already.haha. I'll try harder next time...that was my 2nd time playing pool or billiards mind you.

[McDonald's Api-Api Centre]

[Reeha, Arddy, Cliff...candid shot.]

[Helyrie, Joel, Ivy, Stephyie, Flornica, me, Reeha, Arrdy & Cliff]

[I forgot what the shop was called...i only know that it's in Penampang.hehe.]

[Cliff....i don't actually know him.haha.]
[Arrdy, Joel & Helyrie. another candid shot.][Ivy, Helyrie, Arrdy, Reeha. yup, a candid shot.][me & the good-looking Helyrie][Reeha & Joel][me & Stephyie][me & Reeha][me & Ivy]

graceful landing

2008-07-04T10:43:00.004+08:00

damn..i tripped and fell when i was trying to get out of the car...my leg is in pain!!!!!!! On top of that, i have a running nose, bad cough & a minor fever. Sighs...there is definitely a bug flying around causing people to get sick =_=

Everyone should take care then. Remember to drink lots of water, get plenty of rest & eat your medications. I leave you with a picture of my injured leg.haha.

[Day 1]

[Day 2]

[Day 3]

[Day 4]

Dissecting a mice & Phlebotomy

2008-07-04T10:37:00.011+08:00

30 June - Dissecting a mice

Well, i did dissect a frog back in high school but i still feel sorry for the mice. Especially the dead pregnant female mice which my friend dissected. The lecturer said that the mice was already dead before we dissected them but still, i feel sorry for the pregnant mice T_T

I'm still not used to dissecting so my hands were shaking real bad. I could hold the forceps & scalpel properly but at least i didn't rupture any organs which is great ^^V

[the dead mice patient]

[dissect away]

[me & Faezah resting a bit before retrieving the organs.hehe]

[Echa, Jojo & Juju...Yna is not suppose to be in this shot but there she is =_=]

[JoJo & Juju]

[me, Kasnia & Echa][Yna's non-biological twin sister.haha. Evil much=_="][Lol. She's not suppose to lay her ass on the lab's table but oh well...][LOL!!!! Yna & Jirou acting up][Hanging outside after lectures...Jirou, me, Juju & JoJo]
[Yna isn't on this picture cause she went home without me]

1 June - Phlebotomy

This will be the first time i do Phlebotomy. Phlebotomy is what the procedure for taking blood is called. Miss Yati which is our Practicum lecturer told us a few weeks earlier that we'll have to pick our partners for the Phlebotomy since we'll be taking each other's blood. Yna wanted to pair up with me but i've picked Jirou before she asked me. Oh well, you snooze you lose.

JoJo & Juju paired up (obviously =_=), Yna paired up Echa.

Anyway, I manage to get Jirou's blood...Jirou missed my vein...Juju got some blood out of Jojo...Jojo's hands was shaking too much that she wasn't able to get Juju's blood but actually, Ju's vein is smaller so it was hard...Yna threw up in the loo cause she felt sick after having her blood taken by Cherlye (Echa chickened out).

Overall, i'm happy that i manage to do the procedure =3

[JoJo is taking Ju's blood]

[I'm taking Jirou's blood...i look like a dork which i am BTW]

[me & Jirou...i have a syringe in one hand & her blood in the other]

[another group picture, Yna's crouching behind us cause she's still feeling nauseous]

Hair-cut BANZAI!!

2008-06-28T12:13:00.012+08:00

Hmmm...being the photostat queen of my class isn't an easy job. I have to carry tons of paper almost everyday but i like photostatting. It's a fetish i suppose. Anyway, due to Yna's busy Red Cross life...i have no one to accompany me to the Photostat shop which is...lonely T_T. I passed the time by looking through romance novels in bookshops. Another favorite of mine.hehe.

I did went to Kyros Kebab which is this cute cafe on the 3rd floor of Centre Point. I was hungry...so i ate there. Yum Yum =PPP

[Lamb Kebab & Orange Juice]

[& French Fries..yum yum]

I also took a passport picture for my resume =_= bothersome.

[Jirou checking out my blog...i'm happy^o^]

The next day, i went to the photostat shop again. I just love that shop. The workers know me since i'm there often.hehe. Anyway, i have someone to accompany me today...Jirou & JoJo. Love them =3

[JoJo & Jirou]

[JoJo]

[Jirou]

BTW, we're in Pacific Nguikee (not sure about the spelling.hehe)

As the title implies, i got a hair-cut. Yay! Though i look weird at first since my hair hasn't gotten used to it yet but never mind. It'll get use to it eventually, right?

[OTW home from the saloon]

[still the same old me, different hairstyle]

A day with Azila & Royzan

2008-06-24T21:52:00.011+08:00

[Royzan & Azila at Kompleks Asia City]

After class, i went to "Kompleks Asia City", Asia City Complex in English which is the same place i went skating with Yna & her beau. Anyway, i was treated to a KFC meal in Centre Point. KFC's Chicken Chop. Yummy! That was the first time i ate Chicken Chop. It was really yummy, the one mummy cooked tasted weird compared to this.haha. FYI, Mummy bought the chicken chop meat from some store (Giant i think) & cooked it according to her own recipe.haha. At least it was edible. We met up at Asia City cause Royzan was using the wireless connection there. We later on walked to Centre Point which is only a couple of metres away.

After my free meal, we went to the movies. Mine was paid for as well.hehe. We watch Prom Night.lol. The teacher was freaking psychotic!! Scared me a lot. I could handle Long Khong 2 but Prom Night was really scary. I feel really sorry for the girl's best friend, Lisa Hines. She was killed by the lunatic ex-teacher & her boyfriend was going to propose too. Sad sad. The main character is....Donna...i think.lol.

[The Amazing Azila & I after the movies & the loo.haha]

Anyway, Prom Night is a really good movie. I'd watch it again one of these days since my lil' sister hasn't had the chance to watch it yet. Poor her =PPP That reminds me, i still haven't done my article yet & i have to pass it up on the 7th of July. I hope my team of editors have done their work. I'm calling the gang editors since our assignment was to make a magazine as creative possible. I do think that creative thinking is my forte cause i think i'm creative enough.lol. I'm just full of myself sometimes.

[Prom Night. A must-see couples horror movie, IMO.]

I had so much fun hanging out with her, i've missed her so much. We should really hang out again some time =DDD

5th Semester Week 1

2008-06-21T08:49:00.002+08:00

Oh Man...I've been so busy lately. Waking up early in the morning & rushing to college. My schedule sucks =_= Actually, assignments have already started I have the honour of writing an article on Endometritis. Actually, this is a group assignment and there are 5 Endometrium Benign Lesion that we have to write about. Since my group has 5 people in it, everyone has to write a different title. This is Cytology II.

Endometrial polyps - JOJO

Endometritis - ME

Endometriosis - JUJU

Adenomyosis - JIROU

Endometrial hyperplasia - YNA

I'll start writing my article today after i get back from college. FYI, i have extra Pathology II lecture today at 12 till 1. But, an old friend of mine which i refer to as "brader" (the pronounciation is brother). She's a girl but i still call her that cause it's what we called each other back in highschool. Old habits die hard.haha. Anyway, she texted me and asked to meet up. Gawd! I miss her XDDD Can't wait to see her goofy self. That means, i'll start writing the article a little later.

Another subject is Clinical Immunohematology Practicum III. Did i mention i have 6 subjects?? Well, we had an AMALI (experiment) this week & had our first Quiz. The Amali we did was on Preparation of Coomb's Control Cell. JUJU wanted to do the lab report, so i let her..obviously. =PPP

The other 3 subjects are Clinical Biochemistry III, English for Science & Moral. All 3 had only one lecture this week & i don't have much to comment on them. Anyway, all of my lecturers are brand new except for Pathology II which was the same lecurer as Pathology I. She's alright i suppose.

Well, that's all. I have to write my resume before i get ready for college =_= I'm starting to HATE this blog due to various reasons. I might be switching blogs again.

Movie: Art Of the Devil 3 a.k.a Long Khong 2

2008-06-16T17:56:00.007+08:00

Today is the beginning of a new semester. Well, classes will start tomorrow though i went to college earlier to register my subjects for my 5th semester. After registering, i should have went home but i didn't. I went to the movies with friends though we're not really close...i was bored so i hanged out with them. They are Mia & Didie.

The movie that we watched was Long Khong 2 or also known as Art Of the Devil 3. The movie scared the SH** out of me O_O though the ending was...boring =_= I should havewatched the movie with my beau. So i can cling to his arm and scream like a big baby.haha. He knows my flaws so it's alright if i show him my ugly side.hahaha.

Anyway, if you're a fan of Thailand horror movies, you should definitely check this movie out. Though i didn't watch Long Khong 1 & Art Of the Devil 1, i still understood the movie. Below is the movie's poster. The villan is so pretty but yea, she looks like a witch.haha. Some of the bloody stunts actually looks quite real. Glad i didn't watch the movie alone. ^^"

It's a family thing =DDD

2008-06-13T15:50:00.004+08:00

[me & my nephew, Syafiq =DDD]

[me & another nephew, Nathaneil]
[me & Joy]
[me & my nieces...Donna & Ika]
[The cute pair...my nephew & niece, Nathaneil &Ra'na]

Siblings reunion ^O^

2008-06-13T15:13:00.009+08:00

Well, he got back on the 5th of June and went away again on the 9th. Short reunion but i am ecstatic that i got to see him again. Due to family problems, we haven't seen each other in...7 - 8 years. Pretty long, right? There's a huge age gap between us. A decade to be exact. Since we're both older, we got along much easier then last time though it was awkward at first. Man~!! I'm so happy he got engaged XDDDD His fiancee was really friendly and i like her a lot. Anyway, that's all i had to mention. Sorry 'bout the late update. I'll edit in more when i feel like it =3

HAPPY ENGAGEMENT TO BOBBY & JOY =DDD

Congrats & God Bless ^O^

[The engagement cake...it's yummy! wish i had eaten more of it]

[Joy & Bobby during the ritual]

Kayono =3

2008-06-13T14:15:00.004+08:00

[The super kawaii Kayono]

[Lovenista XDDD]

I just finished reading Lovenista. It's a very cute manga. kinda peverted but the art is really really nice. i love her manga style. I've also read other mangas that she had done such as, Shinobi no Onna, Butterfly night, Bishura & Rekai Bidan. I highly recommend her mangas to those of you who's into smut, shoujo and romance all compiled into one good manga (like me..haha). She does tend to come up with weird plots involving fantasies and histories. She even published a manga about Ayumi Hamasaki...Atomu was it? Can't really remember.hehe. Damn...i wanna read more of her manga >_<

FYI, if you wanna read the highlighted manga from me, just ask me for the manga~~ though i've deleted the original .RaR file...i still have the ones i extracted. (SORRY for the inconvenience!!!)

IRC!!

2008-06-09T22:39:00.006+08:00

Sighs...i just edited this post and suddenly it dissappeared...tough luck. Anyway, i was just putting in on how happy i am that i finally learned how to use the IRC. I can finally dL mangas from Fservers. Yay!! My favorite channel is #ShoujoMagic since i really like all of the mangas they translated...being a shoujo addict and all though i've developed a fetish for smutty manga recently, especially Shinjo Mayu's work.haha. Am i turning into a perv???LOL!!!!!!!

Well, i had to find the MV i was promoting again. It's an MV that promotes unity in Malaysia. Done by Malaysian artist of course. The song title is Here In My Home. I'm being a good samaritan, aren't i?hahaha. I like the song & the MV. Very meaningful =D

WTF! I can't embed it, this pisses me off. Here's the link =_= i'll make another post to see if i can embed it there.

EDIT: lol. the embed code won't stick =_= probably cause of HTML complication which i don't know nothing about. Oh well...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8Wl3firJQk

i'm a part-time farmer...

2008-05-31T19:27:00.004+08:00

[I'm a bandit...LOL]

[No...i didn't kill the DURIAN tree behind me]

i'm a girl who's forced to become a farmer. sigh...what is my dad thinking??? i wanna be a girly girl. not some dark skinned, ungraceful, un-cute, un-sexy person with the body of a girl. Scratch that sexy part...i don't wanna be seen as a piece of meat. oh well, i'm getting paid so i don't mind it that much. farm work is damn tiring. i'm a farmer at my family orchard, only for a couple of days though. i think i've mentioned this before, i'm getting payed RM15 a day. my job includes clearing the DURIAN tree, getting bitten by mosquitoes & strange insects. just the other day i saw a weird looking millipede. it really really looks weird! i'll post the picture A.S.A.P.

[Yes, this is a millipede...at least i think it is since it's not a centipede]

the sad thing is....my hand phone broke. damn it!!! i can't text message my darling. i miss him so bad. he must be missing me too. my hand phone broke 2 days ago. it was after a hard day's work. we went to a relatives house. there was this party. they had a karaoke machine. like usual, my hand phone was in my pocket. As, my beau was texting me saying that he was boarding the plane to Terengganu and he'll tell me when he landed. In time lenght that he was on the plane, my hand phone suddenly became crazy. it kept turning on and off.

anyway, my dad being drunk and all told the relatives that i have a good singing voice. being sad and all, i just gave up resisting & went along with him. so i sang a song...Zombie by The Cranberries. Everyone loved it and asked for an encore...i hate singing in front of people...my second song sucked cause...i didn't know the song & i'm a bit shy when it comes to ballads...hehe. (yea, it's just an excuse...XDDD)

Meeting An Old Friend

2008-05-27T10:48:00.006+08:00

[Me & My cutie-pie honey Michelle...i look old =_=]

Well, like the title says, i meet an old friend yesterday. Michelle Lee Li Yeng. She's a real good friend of mine. Glad that i got to see her again. She's very funny, i thought KL had affected her personality but she' still the same old Michelle. The friend i most adore. haha. Yea, we took a couple of pictures in Times book store at Warisan Plaza.

We just walked around Centre Point Sabah & Warisan Plaza and talk & talk. Just like we always do. She's going back to KL on 30th. Oooo...i miss her already. I can't see her again since i have a part-time job now. Working at my dad's orchard...putting organic fertilizer on the Durian trees. Mind you, the organic fertilizer is no animal shit...it's grass...dead grass, ok?!

Michelle taking pharmacy in a College called "MasterSkill". Judging from how she described her college, i'd say it's a really tough joint. I always follow the rules but not letting me have 2 piercings on each ear is just plain weird.lol.

Back in high school, i was really close to Michelle & another girl who was sitting on the same diagonal row. Her name was Mellisa. She was a real amusing lass. She can be scary at times but her antics were always fun to watch. She was the person who made my senior high school days the more enjoyable but sadly we had a fall out. It was probably my fault for being so plain Jane & boring but yea, life moves on.

I wonder though, will i ever meet another girl like her? Probably not. Yna is an amusing girl to but she just annoys me most of the time. She's funny and all though i don't understand her humour sometimes mostly cause she thinks mimicking an Indonesian dialect is funny.haha. Well, it is funny the way she said it. Yna annoys me cause..well, she's such a slacker & i hate wasting my time to do assignments just cause she's having a hard time to look for the required information. I know her English skills are not that polish but that's really just an excuse. Not being able to find one single solitary information is just plain worthless.

I bloody hate freeloaders, i don't approve of them at all in a group. If you want your share of glory, you have to put in the time and effort to make it count. Otherwise, you're just a worthless piece of shit who's making it hard on everyone. Be co-operative. I hate being the leader in such a group...i always get the blame for turning in projects late. Sigh...i'm not punctual but i'm a perfectionist when it comes to projects, assignments, reports, tutorial though my lecture notes is a complete mess.haha.

Well, i gotta go..i'll upload the picture of me & Michelle later...much much later cause my friend took back her USB & i can't upload it now. Michelle really is a pretty girl. I'm so proud to be her friend. Not because she's pretty, just cause she's my friend, my dearest friend. She really does understand me though i never confide my problems in anyone. I'm a loner at heart even though i'm surrounded by people, i'll still feel alone. That's just how i am. A lone wolf. Howling silently at the moon. Suffering alone, crying in the dark. That's just who i am.

'Aku Stacy' - Stacy

2008-05-25T14:34:00.008+08:00

Stacy - Aku Stacy

Lidah kukelu dan minda ku membeku
Semangat kuhilang entah ke mana
Dari pagi sehingga malam datang menjelma
Congak posisi diri

Macam-macam cara tuk kulepaskan raga
Dari berterusan ku disakiti
Engkau yang belagak bagai raja di istana
Jadikan ku sang abdi

Mau saja…aku melepaskan diri dan terus berlari
Boleh saja…kata hati yang berbisik meracuni
Boleh saja …ku turutkan kata hati yang ingin mencuba
Gagal lagi…kamar ku sedia terkunci

Difikir-fikir mengapa harus takut
Sedang asalnya ku yang berkuasa
Biarpun aku Stacy bukannya permaisuri
Harga diriku tinggi

Engkau sekadar datang menumpang saja
Telah terbongkar sifatmu pendusta
Engkau yang belagak bagai raja di istana
Jadikan ku sang abdi

Mau saja…Aku melepaskan diri dan terus berlari
Boleh saja…kata hati yang berbisik meracuni
Boleh saja…ku turutkan kata hati yang ingin mencuba
Gagal lagi…kamar kusedia terkunci

Umpama perang
Umpan perlu dikorbankan
Demi mencapai maksud dan tujuan oh…
Perasaanku terpaksa menjadi taruhan
Akhir nanti engkau akan pasti aku tawani

Stacy WINS AF Season 6

2008-05-25T10:26:00.008+08:00

[Stacy RULES!! I love her hairstyle. I'm getting that style too. Well, maybe...=PPP]

OMFG!!!!!!! I know that i said i won't be making new entries for a while, i just couldn't help myself XDDDDD. I'm so damn happy that Stacy won. Real name, Stacie Angie Anam; 18 years old. I simply love her as an artist. She's a brilliant performer & yea, it doesn't hurt that she's cute too XDDDDD. I'll definitely buy her album when it comes out. I was watching the reality show last night at a relatives house. We were visiting & stayed till the show ends. I really like her song 'Aku Stacy' & her own rendition of 'Atas Nama Cinta'. I voted for her...of course. This is the first & last time i'll vote for a reality show contestant. Stacy is special to me V^^V

CONGRATULATIONS STACY!!!!!!

YOU DESERVED IT ^O^

I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!

holiday~!!!

2008-05-24T14:22:00.005+08:00

[a resize-d picture...an icon of me XDDD]

hey hey ^^V i'm currently holidaying...so, i'll probably be online a lot (everday). For this holiday, i'll be catching up on my manga reading =DDD There's this website someone told me about myanimelist.net. It's really handy, keeps a list of the manga you've read XDDD. I've read a lot of mangas & put a lot of them on hold. I'll try to complete as many mangas as i can.

Since i'm holidaying and all. I'll be very busy on a different website so don't expect new entries for a while.hehehe. Ciao~!!!

Music Talk: Clarice John Matha

2008-05-22T12:15:00.007+08:00

[Clarice John Matha]

Clarice John Matha is a local singer. Local in Sabah. Anyway, i know it's a bit too late to say this, i simply love her song "Adaa". I just can't get it out of my head. Though i don't know any of her other songs. This particular song caught my attention. Check it out if you ever want to have a change of pace. =3 I provided a link to her Adaa's MV. Though i think the MV is below average, i still love the song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoWh9foHFQc

Random stuff on relationships

2008-05-20T03:35:00.005+08:00

I was checking my friendster acc...Started going through some of my friend's profile. & i noticed that a friend of mine since primary school but we're not that close. Well, she broke up with her BF & currently has a new one.

The thing is, looking at their pictures (she & her old BF), they really seemed happy & in love. I honestly tought he was the one for her.Now what i'm seeing is, she's with another guy. I probably won't know why they broke up but i wish her all the best in her new relationship.

I need some time to get used to this. I still have pictures of her & her old BF. I'll just keep it, i love the feeling i get from the picture, it doesn't matter if they're not together anymore. I love love the pictures of them 2 together like that. It has a sense of, yea you guessed it, LOVE. XDDD

Well, the pictures still look the same, happy & in love. Just hoped that this one would last. It kinda got me thinking, my relationship is that of a long distance relationship & i really do love my guy but is it going to be enough? i'm trying my best to keep going & stay in love. But sometimes the world just gets in the way. Sigh...i'd be really happy if i can be with him now & have his arms wrapped around me >_<

Come to me soon Mr.A. I truly, deeply, madly want to be with you~~ >_<

Should yui00 un-retired?

2008-05-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

Well, i was thinking about RAN & i kinda miss my online friends. There was freezman & xSurikox. They were really close to me, not that the other people weren't memorable. The 3 of us just clicked. Plus, i miss dating with Monkey-P. Since i never see him & all.

Sigh..maybe i should play the game again but i'm just too lazy to play it again from the beginning. I'm just lazy! But, Monkey-P is playing again...i really wish he had told me or asked me to join him though but he knows i should be studying, not getting hooked on RAN again. I missed an exam last time because of RAN.lol.

Oh well, i'll just put RAN on hold again. It's actually ep 5 now & they have female fighters & swordmans...not to mention male archers & shaman. My darling Monkey-P is on the Hokkaido server now. We used to play in...Shinjuku? or was it Harajuku? LOL. i'm even starting to forget the server. Hope i still remember my ID & password.lol.

back to my usual self...

2008-05-19T14:03:00.005+08:00

So, the air is finally cleared between me & my beau. Aiyaaa, he said to just drop the matter...i don't wanna pick a fight so i'll shut up. Anyway, things are going smoothly now. He said he was sorry ^^ i'm so happy now but i have an exam coming up. it's on the 21st & 23rd of May. I'm kinda lazy to study but after exams, it's holidays for me ^^V

Here's an icon i made. Only one though...based on the picture i took while i was loitering with Yna, basking in the view of the ocean. I think i posted the picture before too.

I'll probably do more icons in the future, just cause i can XDDD

[Pretty decent job, right? though i need a better outline]

Hmmm...i'm thinking that i should get a digital camera since i love taking pictures...OR get a bigger memory stick for my mobile phone =3

field trip: Muzium Sabah

2008-05-16T11:41:00.009+08:00

Now that i'm feeling emotionally stable, i'd write about my trip to Sabah's State Museum. Though they didn't let us take cameras inside the museum, it was still pretty good. There was a new display of a whale inside. Well, the remainings of it anyway...Bryde's whale, is it? oh well...i'll check it again some other time...

Before entering the museum, we walked around the traditional house displays. The was a Murut, Dusun Lotud, Rungus & tons more. I'd say that the Murut's house was the best of all. We jump & jump on a trampoline made of wood...i forgot the name of the trampoline-thingy.

We had fun though i was sad...sigh, i was a fun killer but i tried hard to be happy though...oh well, it's not my fault that i'm sad...it's my fault, not anyone's else. oh well, oh well, i feel like crawling inside a hole & never coming out.

....i seem to be getting unstable again, so i'll go away. here's a couple of picture to entertain you...

[upon arrival]

[me, Juju, Jojo, Jirou...Yna:M-I-A][Juju,Jirou,Me,Jojo,Mel...Yna:still M-I-A]

[Jirou,Me,Yna,Clay,Jojo,Juju]

[Juju,Jirou,Yna,Jojo,Me..i look stupid =_=]

[The Gang minus me...i took the pic]
[US at the entrance of Sabah Museum]
[Incomplete class picture =3]
[LOL!!! Cheered me up XD]

couldn't sleep...

2008-05-16T05:30:00.007+08:00

it's 4 a.m. in the morning & i couldn't sleep.it's one of those days. i'm dwelling in my misery. listening to my favorite heartache song over and over again...Januari by Glenn Fredly. Sigh...i'm depressed...i need to vent out...

i tried, to convince you to stay but still, you're reluctant to go...
my feelings are wasted, i know. should i stay or should i leave?
can we still be salvage? i need you, no. i want you. wasn't it you who spoke the words? 'we'll always be together' & i thought it true, i believed.

but now, do you still want me? still need me? still love me? do you even give a damn? i'm waiting, still waiting...your silence is killing me. the sound-less words coming from your mouth. i'm still in doubt, yes i'll stay...a little bit longer. i'll suffer in this unstable state of mind. i'll wait, please come. as soon as you can. i'll wait, hurry and find me. i'll be a good girl, please don't leave me. i'm messed up without you...so messed up, i can't think straight...i can't do anything...only write empty words...trying to convince you to stay.

i was at fault, i was in love, my heart & soul...wasted on you, addicted to you, i was dragging us down, dragging you down. my love was just a burden. unwanted burden. am i unwanted? you don't want me? you don't need me? you don't love me? what should i do? move on or stay? stay in love & continue to hurt. i choose to hurt...if you want me to go, i'll go...i'm uncertain, unsure, what should i do?

Sigh...i BLOODY hate being like this.

....[cont] a long long day

2008-05-14T19:55:00.003+08:00

We also played snooker (is that the correct spelling???) or also known as billiards. This was my first time playing the lovely game. =_= Yna's beau was being a show off.lol.

Anyway, i was pretty good...what i meant to say was, below average.hahaha. I managed to get 3 balls in though my hands are getting really rough now. wth! maybe i should use gloves next time ~_~

We also went back to the skating rink. Was planning on playing again but...the increased the entrance fee...RM12 for students & RM15 for adults. What a rip-off. =_= i definately won't pay RM12 for 2hours of skating. & yea, the rink was deserted. I guess that other people agreed with me.lol.

Well, i'm out~! see ya tomorrow.

a long long long day...

2008-05-14T16:22:00.007+08:00

I just got back from a long long long long day. I went to the postoffice to finally give my boo his bday & valentine presents & some other stuff. i do hope he likes them. i'd be my 1st time giving a guy presents.

I don't really know what a guy likes...a bit nervous >_<

I hope he likes them, I never bought a present for a guy i liked before >,<

And this guy who works at the post office kept hitting on me (dont be suprise, i'm quite attractive =P

Yna who was kind enough to accompany me to the post office do what she usually does..."LAYAN SAJA". He asked me all sorts of question but i just smiled...Yna answered for me & said the package was for my MOTHER in Sarawak.LOL LOL LOL!!!!

The guy asked about my ethnicity & didn't believe Yna when she said i was Dusun Lotud. Do i really not look the part??? He thought i was...i was...i was at least mixed [Chinese+Siam+Dusun]. I usually get Chinese+Indian...Malay+Chinese...but never Siam.haha. There's a first for everything i suppose.

When the guy saw the name of the recipient, he finally stopped hitting on me (THANK GOD!) Yea, my boo's name was on it. Obviously, i wasn't single & wasn't looking. I love my beau a lot & i do mean a lot. Too bad we're so far away...

Okay, the long long long long day i was referring too was the fact that i walked around KK with Yna & her beau. WTF! Her bf calls me "yang". Ewwww~~ Yna doesn't mind though...but i do mind. I don't like being call lovey-dovey names by guys that are not my bf. Yna's like that, always acting cool and sh*t. Ignorant =_=

My feet is currently exhausted from all the walking. My eyes & ears are damaged by visions & noises of those two. Sigh...i need a nap. Plus, i have to get up early tomorrow. We have a field trip to the Sabah Museum tomorrow.

I'm so tired!!!!!

Music Talk: A Fine Frenzy + 7th Period Is A Secret

2008-05-12T14:27:00.010+08:00

I'm currently listening to "A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover" while reading a One-Shot called "7th Period Is A Secret".

[A Fine Frenzy]

So, i'm listening to Almost Lover & i'm setting it to repeat.haha. It's a love song about the pain some one dear to our hearts cause. You know, that some one special you had a big crush on & how you fantasize about you two someday ending up getting married, living happily ever after.

It's not like i miss my ex-boyfriend or anything but this song reminded me of all my hopes & dreams while i was still with him. How we've talked about our future together. He got me through the toughest time in my life... But, now it's just a dream that'll never be.

I'll never be with him again, all of those memories we've shared are just memories now. They still remain as sweet as the day we made them. Though i've moved on & healed from the hurt he caused me & found new love...I still think about him sometime. We had each other back then, now we're just strangers.

I even wrote a poem for him...it was a long time ago but, this was the nicest poem i've written...

You wanted to waste your time,

By breaking this heart of mine,

Here's a souveneir rhyme,

Sorry, i'm through waiting in line. ..."Lorifa E.F."

This song made me think about him though i don't love him & i don't hate him anymore, i'm still sad...sometimes.

This song is really good. It's not sappy or anything and it's beauifully written. I'm a little suprised though, i thought the singer was older cause her voice sounded older in this song but she's actually only 3 years older than me...does that make me old??????? i'm turning 20 this year, Crap...i am getting old =_=""

[The gorgeous Alison Sudol, she reminds me a bit of Emmy Rossum, dunno why]

A Fine Frenzy consist of one person, Alison Sudol. She's pretty. Pale white skin, red hair. Reminds me of Hailey from Paramore though Hailey is a bit on the tween pretty...sorta like Miley Cyrus a.k.a Hannah Montana.

[7th Period Is A Secret]

Now, about the one-shot i was reading, it's pretty good. About a a transfer student Shun-chan who actually is really timid & has a quiet personality. Just because she wasn't like every other girl in her class, she was ignored in her old school & considered 'annoying'. So, when she transfered school, she made an effort to be stronger & change her personality but, forcing herself to be someone she's not is making her hate herself.

It's definately a shojo manga, the kind i like. being a hopeless romantic and all. Shun-chan founds a true friend in her homeroom teacher, Jun-chan as the students call him. She could show her true colors to him and they eventually fall in love...but~~ [read the one-shot yourself to find out ^o^]

Thanks to "Serenus Dreamers" for taking on the project to do this scanlations ^^

Cultural Showcase

2008-05-11T15:43:00.008+08:00

This Friday was the cultural show-case. As i've mentioned on my previous entry, my class was showcasing the Murut culture. I wasn't enjoying myself that much, i only came cause i had to bring along a 'Sompoton' & a 'Seruling'. Plus, i wanted to borrow my friend's SE USB. =PPP

Here are some pictures of the event:

[Traditional costume of the women in Murut tribe]

[Our class booth, some of my classmates, working hard to keep an eye on the merchandise]
[Our class dancers, wearing Punjabi]
[The winning dancers, wearing Iban costumes]

a day loitering at the Waterfront

2008-05-11T11:39:00.010+08:00

On thursday this week (8/05/08), it was after classes & Yna suddenly remembered that we had a class assignment due on friday. It was for a Sosiology cultural showcase.Our class was showcasing the Murut people. (I'm actually Dusun Lotud...just thought i should tell you =PPP)

& so, after classes, we went to a handcraft market. It sells a lot of sabahan handcrafts & pearls. We were looking for Murut handcrafts. Not being Murut & all. We struggled a bit to find the right handcraft cause Yna forgot to ask Chea for some info. She should've asked Chea cause she's the one who wanted to get involved. I was just dragged along like usual.

FYI, Chea is a Murut girl who's in my classes && she the project manager of this class assignment. Well, sorta like the project manager.

[SOMPOTON]

[SERULING]

[GONG]

[WAKID]

[BEADED HANDCRAFT]

Anyway, i took a lot of picture. Above are just a few. After that, Yna took me to the waterfront. I've been there before but i've never actuallypayed attention to the scenery. I never bothered to look.

[i took a whole bunch of pictures but this was my fav]

We sat on the dock, our feets dangling over the water. The wind on our faces. It was a good feeling. The scenery wasn't half bad either. Though the sun was still up, it was almost time for it to set. It's an alright dating spot if i do say so myself.

Couples were dating & some were even making out.LOL. Too bad i wasn't eating. I'd be dinner & a show.haha. Well, i had fun.

[LOL!!! Sorry Yna, it's pay back time =_=]

Making A Scorpion Model Part 2

2008-05-08T19:44:00.005+08:00

[the 1st stage]

[the 2nd stage]

[the last stage =3]

[YEAH!! it's done ^^V]

I'm giving an official update on my sorry attempt to create a scorpion model. Yes, i've personally handed my gorgeous creation in. Sir A said it looked really nice & i was CREATIVE. YAY!!!! I'm one of those creative minds.hehehe. Though i knew it all along, i'm quite creative & handy though i suck at painting.hahaha.

My classmates kept asking me who made the model & NO, they weren't being polite. Alright?hehehe. Sir A said to ask for my tips on making a 3Dmodel. LOL. I'm blushing.hahaha. Yes, i'm THAT good. Ok, now i'm being proud & annoying.haha. I'll stop now.

Juju - did nothing >_< (she'll get HELL next semester XDDD)

Jojo - coloring & platform design

Jirou - platform design

Me- i did the model.hehehe.

[my teammates/good friends, Juju, Jojo, Jirou]

[yours truly with her creation XD though i didn't do the coloring..hehehe.]

I do believe that Imagination is more important than Knowledge. I'll show you my beautiful scorpion some other time. I still haven't upload it into my laptop. It's still in my mobile. I'll upload it A.S.A.P....Sorry for the lack of photos. >_< [DONE!]

Skating on an iceless rink at KAC

2008-05-08T19:26:00.009+08:00

[the iceless skating rink]

[the pretty lightings on the rink though i'm not really a fan of pink]

Yesterday, for the first time ever, i went skating at KAC. In case you don't know...KAC is a newly opened skating rink. An iceless skating rink. I forgot what KAC stands for.haha. I wasn't planning on skating at first but my friend, Yna convinced me to do it.

[yours truly]

Turns out, i was quite good at it though i fell 2 times. She fell 6 or 7 times more than me.hahahaha. It was damn funny but really my 2nd fall was the funniest. I was speeding along the rink when i hit a sour surface. My legs spread wide apart and i fell flat on my butt.hahahahaha.

I was trying hard to act cool for this cute guy i saw. Shit shit shit! Surely i didn't seem appealing at all. Drops of sweat were running down my face, my hair was a total mess. Plus, i wasn't wearing a cute outfit. >_<""

Funny thing is, some guy i wasn't paying attention too kept pestering me to give him my phone number. & he wasn't cute at all. Yea yea, don't judge a book by it's cover. I'm like any typical human being. Appearances do count though i'm not so quick to judge a person by how they look, i still judge them by how they are.

[my friend,Yna & her beau]

Yna's boyfriend was also there. He was obviously groping her. Boyfriends grope, even girlfriends do that, right? I know i do...hahahaha. Her boyfriend fell as much as she did!!! What a way to act cool for your loved ones.hahaha. I'll definately upload the pictures i took A.S.A.P. [DONE!]

Sosiology Presentation on Senoi >>Semai

2008-05-07T11:34:00.010+08:00

Today was the long awaited day for my group presentation on Sosiology which i was not thrilled about. Just so you know, i stayed up the whole night & i didn't get even a wink of sleep to prepare for this really really really overdued work.

Although it was a last minute effort, i was quite pleased by my work =3 I think we did a pretty good job even though i did everything >_<>>Semai.

[aboriginal people]

Sigh...i'm so sleepy right now & my back is killing me. Damn! It hurts like Hell. Ok, so it doesn't really hurt 'THAT' much but still, it's really painful. I just wanna lie on bed all day and not do anything.

Too bad, i have a Parasitology 3 quiz coming up in about 2 hours. You guessed it, i'm at college right now & on my laptop using the wireless link. I was planning on finishing my "Kare Kano Manga" download on utorrent to complete it but too too too too bad. The wireless connection here doesn't allow DLing. Sigh...

Main point is...PTPL's wireless connection suck =_= & my group is definitely taking advantage on me. T_T

on the 30th of April...

2008-05-06T11:16:00.007+08:00

Well, on the 30th, the college i attended held something like an "opened-house". The exact name of that day was, "Hari terbuka PTPL". & so, there were people performing & people opening booths. I ended up joining the Red Cross. My friends were the one who wanted to join, i just tagged along like some dog.haha. Though i don't exactly compare myself as a dog.

I tend to be a loner most of the time & i am a self proclaim perfectionist. I hate sloppy & unorganized work but that'll be another entry. Something quite memorable that happened to me was...a friend of mine from secondary school, a guy though i'm not sure about his sexual orientation. Probably a bisexual but again i'm not so sure about it.

Anyway, this friend of mine was one of the people singing. The really funny thing was...he was singing a girl's song && he was singing in falsetto all through the song. It wasn't the singing that was memorable. The thing is, a guy came up to him while he was singing. The guy was holding a bouquet of weeds.

[an acquaintance from secondary school, SM Lok Yuk, Likas]

And do you know who that guy was? he was the pen drive's owner! The guy in the wedding pictures! OMFG!! His pen drive was still stuck at home (I didn't mean to forget them, my life has been hectic recently...overdue assignments and so on...i still haven't turn in the scorpion model but yea, it's quite decent, the model i mean XD). SHIT! Hope he didn't recognize me.

I'm using the college's PC to write this entry right now && she just can't stop yapping her pie-hole. Do i have to shove a chair down her throat to keep her quiet? She is tormenting my ears, feels like it's gonna bleed. Her voice can make a person go deaf. (JUST EXAGGERATING...she's too annoying) The 'she' i'm referring too is the loud-mouth girl sitting next to me.

[2 PC with the same wallpaper, actually the whole row has the same picture, rude much?!]

[actually, i think i'm doing the same thing by showing this picture though i purposely took the picture in a way that it's hard to tell who the person is]

Anyway, the girl next to me is gossiping about some "transvestite" in my college. Not gonna say who.The girl & her equally noisy friend were saying some really bad things about him or is it her?haha. The PC's desktop background was of that "transvestite". Actually, even the PC i'm using has his/her picture on it. People sure can be nosy, so what if he/she has a "SPECIAL" job at night. That's her right anyway. I'm quite sure the rumours about him/her aren't true...even if it's true, i don't mind at all but i he's still a subject to bad mouth about but i do it rarely...once in a blue moon...cause i don't know him.

on the 29th of April...

2008-05-06T10:58:00.004+08:00

On the 29th of April. I found myself in a little predicament. You see, as i was leaving the PC lab at college. I found 2 pendrives. The pendrives was on the table beside me. My first thoughts were, "Surely, this is my lucky day". Therefore, i took the 2 pendrives home happily but yeah, i knew it didn't belong to me.

[the 2 pendrives]

When i got home, i immediately plugged in the pendrive to my laptop. I was planning on deleting all the content and claim the device as my own. Pretty devious, ain't i? Luckily, i opened the pendrive's content & i saw one folder that attracted my attention.

The folder was "Me & My Wife". I opened it andsaw a bunch of pictures. A pretty cute couple & saw their wedding pictures. You guessed it, i felt terrible. I took the 2 pendrives back the day after tomorrow. Couldn't do it. I guess i'm still a softie but yea, i don't mind.

It's not so bad being nice though you can't be nice all the time or people will walk all over you.

i was hooked on:

2008-04-27T06:26:00.006+08:00

i used to play RAN Online...it was an alright game but ever since my internet connection became "STUPID". i had to quit playing the game cause i keep dying in the game. & everytime i die, i'll lose 1% of my EXP points. Which is really really annoying cause it's freaking hard to level up by yourself. Plus, i was getting left behind cause i couldn't play that often. So, that pisses me off more. In the end i just quit the game cause it was annoying, pissing me off, and my grades was suffering XDDDDD but, i still miss that game though. That's probably why i still use this nickname. The nickname i'm referring to is "yui00" (in case you don't know). I was a level 14x (i think) QiGong = Shaman. I miss playing the game with my "you-know-what".haha.

[Monkey-P & yui00 <3]

[My Boo]

[The owner is my REAL Boo]

[I L.O.V.E him lots =3]

Making A Scorpion Model (Trying)

2008-04-25T16:11:00.005+08:00

[ The scorpion stance that i'm planning on using]

For my first group assignment for Parasitology III , the lecturer; Sir A asked us to pair in a group of 3-4 people. My circle of friends have 5 people on them including me of course. Sadly, one of them had to be left out. She volunteered herself, okies? It's not like i forced her. >_<

I'm doing the model on my own due to various reasons. I'm having trouble making it though. Sighs...this too much work. I'm waiting for the glue to dry right now. SIghs...it's already overdue. I'll show you guys the picture when it's done. =3 Hope it turns out nice. Wish me luck ~_~

TV Show: Gene Simmons Family Jewels

2008-04-25T13:22:00.007+08:00

So, I was watching Gene Simmons Family Jewels ( a reality show that I sometimes watch) and on this episode, the handsome & incredibly funny 6ft 7 inch son of Gene, Nick Simmons was roped into taking his dad’s place for a charity-date.

The highest bidder was a women and she gave Nick to her daughter who was having her birthday party. The insane mum scolded Nick for not paying attention to her daughter. Like mother, like daughter…The crazy birthday girl (must have gotten that trait from her mum) told all her friends off. Apparently, Nick is hers. Poor Nick, he looks like he’s in hell.

The crazy girl even had a birthday cake with Nick’s face on it. It makes you feel even sorry for Nick, a bunch of squealing annoying girls is eating his face. Talk about creepy.

By the way, Nick is so freaking HOT! I want to be his girlfriend XDDDDDDDDDD

OMG! OMG!!!
Isn't he gorgeous??!!!

Happy Earth Day =3

2008-04-25T12:56:00.006+08:00

Happy Earth Day Earthlings <3

I'm kinda lazy to edit my previous post. The font size is too big & i hate the font. Oh well, i'll get around to that someday. Plus, my internet connection suxxx.

An Inconvenient Truth

2008-04-24T16:50:00.004+08:00

The documentary's poster

Last night I was watching a documentary film called “An Inconvenient Truth”. It premiered on 2006 though. It documents the journey of former US vice president, Al Gore’s in his campaign to make the issue of global warming be recognized by the people (all earthlings) as a major problem. Scientists had researched global warming for a long time. I believe that everyone knows that the Earth is suffering. But we choose to neglect this problem. Don’t be surprised when everything falls apart & the Earth slowly dies. When the Earth dies, everyone, every single one of us will die. Humanity will cease to exist.

We should act together to solve this problem. We’re the cause of global warming. Every single one of us is guilty. We cut down trees, lit them up in a flame. We pollute the Earth; we produce huge amounts of carbon dioxide from factories, vehicles, etc…which caused the green house effect. We kill innocent creatures, thanks to us, the dodo is now extinct!

We even kill each other! Are we actually proud that we took someone’s life? To forever separate a person from their loved ones. How sad it must have felt to lose someone dear to you. So many things left unsaid, promises that never came true, not being able to breathe the same air, knowing that life still goes on but he’s still stuck in that place of time. Just like a dead Energizer bunny with irreplaceable batteries. Lingering only in our memories.

Weapons. Instruments of killing. In early history…first there were STICKS, then there were CLUBS, next KNIVES, after that RIFLES, GUNS, MACHINE GUNS & on WWII, NUCLEAR BOMBS. They were dropped on Japan’s Nagasaki & Hiroshima. Till this day citizens of Nagasaki & Hiroshima go about their life and still exposed to the radiation. Everyone who bothered to learn history would have known the devastation it caused.

But my point is, instead of researching new weapons to kill each other till every homo sapiens are extinct, why don’t we research on a way to emit less carbon dioxide? Create environment friendly vehicles. I know there’s the hybrid car; Toyota Prius (unsure about the spelling) that Cameron Diaz drives around in. Instead of modernizing “THINGS” that promotes chaos, why don’t we find a solution to help the Earth?

Oh well, I think I blabbered too much & got side tracked just a wee little bit. Just let me ask you this, did the Earth betray us? Or did we betray the Earth? In honour of Earth day, let us all do something proactive. Help the Earth. Save the environment.

Can u Keep a Secret?

TTFN.

Kissin U.

It's a heartache.

what wrong with US?

09/05/2010

another day at home.

movies seen these pass couple of days

heartache...

movie: The Wedding Singer

Pride and Prejudice. (again)

Bundle, clothes & movies.

the art of "HENNA"

31.12.2008

fun fair XDDD

syafiq's karate tournament

it's christmas~

Pride & Prejudice

dramas & movies.

i love this song!

reminiscing...

i'm BACK XDDD

movie: a lump of sugar

a fool in love...i'm sorry dear, it was my fault.

Movie: You Don't Mess With The Zohan

Pathology 2 result.

the things people come up with...haha.

Yna.

Making An Ovitrap =_=

my boss my hero

[cont.] an end to a friendship.

another ride with Sunny

Another awkward day...

hitching a ride with Sunny

My Boss, My Hero =]

A Karambunai Day

Sport's day - Final Day

College's sports day

an end to a friendship?

mp4 in action.

movie: 6 Years In Love

A PC Fair Day

a sweet suprise.

5th & 6th paper

a trip down memory lane...

4th exam

3rd exam, Clinical Immunohematology Practicum III

Clinical Biochemistry 3 is dealt with =3

the cockroach attack T_T

1st paper is dealt with.

very very very late introduction

quenching my thirst for manga.

mid-term is rolling in like a thunderstorm >,<

late Kaamatan celebration.

KK Amazing Race

making a movie part 2

making a movie =_=

I can't open Veoh..why??

Saturday Movie Marathon

movie: Hellboy 2

Cytology Magazine.

movie: Hancock

dissecting a mouse [cont.]

a high-school reunion [sorta]

graceful landing

Dissecting a mice & Phlebotomy

Hair-cut BANZAI!!

A day with Azila & Royzan

5th Semester Week 1

Movie: Art Of the Devil 3 a.k.a Long Khong 2

top manga reading and downloading sites, IMO.

It's a family thing =DDD

Siblings reunion ^O^

Kayono =3

IRC!!

i'm a part-time farmer...

Meeting An Old Friend

'Aku Stacy' - Stacy

Stacy WINS AF Season 6

holiday~!!!